my love is like a red, red rose.

Because I am a QUEEN.

2006-02-28T02:31:00.000+08:00

This just proves that I got too much time on hand.Here goes. I am actually quite jealous with others' blogskins. I mean, they are really eye-catching and refreshing unlike mine. So childish. Now Im beginning to hate the word BARBIEPINKISH. Its just so stupid to me now. :S So, last week, Ive decided to get another blog with a more appropriate name, HAHA. Not exactly cool, but much much more appealing than Barbiepinkish. :)

I only worked on the layout a few hours ago.
Its taken from blogskin.com (Thanks, Elmi) but I changed the background entirely to make it purely mine. Besides the real skin is about some stupid bear deprived of love. I did it in less than 2 hours, so dont expect too much from me.

I will be updating my entries on my new blog so barbiepinkish.blogspot.com can rot and die. BYE BYE!

So here it is:

Because I am a QUEEN.

Tata Ya'll. :)

Copy Benny.

2006-02-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

Did you know that Benny's Char Kuay Rojak (its HALAL ok) is so bloody addictive? My family got waste about 6 bucks for 2 sets of that stupid rojak. So me and Firdaus ( since got nothing to do) on a bright sunny monday went to Tampines Mart and brought the ingredients for rojak-making. We managed to find nice yu tiao and tahu bakar from Shop & Save. The cost of the ingredients is about 7 dollars but we can make about 5 sets! It turned out very nice. :) At least all my berok brothers think our experiment - (COPY BENNY) was a success. Im very very happy.

We are even thinking about getting involved in CCN day to sell COPY BENNY char kuay rojak. Initially, we wanted to sell Roti John, Burger Ramlee or Tuna/Sardine/Egg Baguette but the preparations and the process of making those two are more tedious and time-consuming than COPY BENNY char kuay rojak. So Insya Allah, if both of us got a lot of time, we might set up a stall with Saleem (Firdaus BEST FRIEND rite!) Haha.

In the afternoon, me + firdaus + odip continued scrubbing the whole kitchen, re-arrange the dapur stuff and threw all the nonsense and useless stuff (yang terperok and tak berguna tapi mama tak sampai hati nak buang) without our parents knowledge. Our kitchen nampak mcm baru renovate! WOW! :)

Today's a tiring day but I enjoyed every single bit of it! Im sure Mama feels very very happy toooo. Maybe I should collect some cash and get her a nice little radio for her entertain while cooking. :) Then the kitcken will be complete!

I love you, Mama!

Thank you Firdaus!

I wonder what the both of us will do tomorrow! I cant wait. :) I'll check out some recipes and lets cook some more ok? I am really enjoying the first official holiday. I hope tomorrow will be a great one too. Oh.Lets watch Final Destination at Princess (Bedok) can??? Boleh?

*Geleks*

Tata ya'll.

Satan stinks.

2006-02-27T01:25:00.000+08:00

Today was fun. :)

Watched Brothers Grimm (DVD) and it was fantastic. :)

I love magical fairy tales especially those with hilarious content like Shrek and Ever After.
Brothers Grimm are somewhat similar to Nujum Pak Belalang. They are actually con artists who and not real nujums - whatever that means, until one day 11 girls including hansel and gretel, red riding hood, cinderella, yadayadas, went missing and the brothers were forced to "fight" the wicked queen (from Snow Shite).
For REAL.

Matt Damon

Steve Finnan

Ya, you guys are right. Matt Damon definitely looks like Steve Finnan.

My late afternoon was spent scrubbing the kitchen floor with Firdaus. It has been a while since I last exercised. My arms and legs itched and hurt like *argh* because of the stupid cleaning solution. HA. But Im fine now. Nope, Im not allergic to anything. :P After maghrib, we went to get the usual Benny's at As-Shalihin and made our tummies (including Abah's) very happy. :)

The Aussie scored today.
That makes :
Liverpool win 1- 0 against Man City.

That Samaras guy looks *cough* pretty *cough*
cute.

:P

I bet Kakak will say:
Muka macam kuda!
(Like MY Milan Baros)
So what? Much better looking than Jose Mourinho, the one you think is handsome.
*Muntah darah you!

Oh. Ok finelah. For you Firdaus Sa'adon, Abang Nizam, Abang Adi and Abah,
Man UTD menang 4 - 0 .
Aper? Oklah. CRUSHED & HENTAMED Wigan Athletics. Happpy?

"Congratulations and jubilations.
We want to tell the world how happy we can be..."

Oh sh*t. Mr James' voice is in my ears. Get OUT!

I can still remember those times he retained us for nearly 30 mins to pratice this lame song for the Speech Day. And the boys go:
Congratulations and Jub*lations.!

Such stupid nonsense. But still, I miss those days! :(

I was reading the online recitations of the Quran and came across this:

And the Shaitan shall say after the affair is decided: Surely Allah promised you the promise of truth, and I gave you promises, then failed to keep them to you, and I had no authority over you, except that I called you and you obeyed me, therefore do not blame me but blame yourselves: I cannot be your aider (now) nor can you be my aiders; surely I disbelieved in your associating me with Allah before; surely it is the unjust that shall have the painful punishment.

Satan is really mean, eh. He reminds me of Jigsaw in Saw & SawII. He didnt exactly (directly) MURDER those victims but gave them a chance to choose to live.

Oklah. I think I really need to sleep. I have more cleaning-ups to do with my bestest cleaning buddy aka bestest friend aka bestest boyfriend. :)

Oh yes! Seif Umar's coming tomorrow. :) Two days without him, life's sucha a bore!

Ok TATA ya'll.

I heard it ALL before.

2006-02-26T11:21:00.000+08:00

Oh dear. When school reopens in April, I'll be a senior student in Temasek Polytechnic. These days, time flies even when we are not having fun. I predict semester 3.1 is going to be a fast but hectic one, lots of projects with unreansonable datelines, boring subjects like LAW and MANAGERIAL ACCOUNTING and not forgetting, Kelly Services. Yikes.

I will be doing my SIP during the holidays following the academic semester. I hope I can secure myself with a nice simple job with supernice co-workers and managers. I have done a little bit of research on the internet and most companies are open to fresh diploma graduates or students on internship programmes. SO I pray I will get into one of those companies. But Im worried. Ive heard stories about muslims girls wearing tudung being "discriminated" and have difficulties finding a suitable company for their internship. Is it true? Oh dear.

I hope it will work out just fine for me.

Haiz. Thinking about my future worries me. Since young, Ive always wanted a simple life with a simple job and get married to a nice handsome man with adorable kids. Simple. But so hard. Ok, my plan at this very moment has been adjusted a little bit. I want to get myself into a full time degree programme after poly. Ok laugh lah laugh! I dont care. I just feel times have changed. In the near future, diploma is going to be the next O level Cert and O Level Cert will mean nothing, I tell you.

But my grades are just average. Im just an average B student, unlike SOME PEOPLE, A student! Jangan action lah eh Firdaus,
when I marry you im going to korek all your money also!!!

The other time, I told Abang E how stressed I am over the exams and he just shook his head and said. " Poly so easy! Masuk university LAGI susah tau!" How encouraging. I felt like giving up my dreams when I hear people say how hard it is to get that degree. My secondary school teacher told me that during her time, the students were so competitive that they threw, tore and burnt each others' notes. Sad life. But I wonder how Kakak survived. I could hardly remember her studying so hard. She was always out during the weekends or ordering me to do things. When I was younger, I thought the main reason why she was so fat was because she's too lazy to get things done on her own. Every time bully me. Haiz.
BUT SHE MADE IT!
That's all that matters right?

I guess I need to work harder and aim for more Zs for the next two semesters, Insya Allah. Then, we'll see how things go. :)

I love you so much Nur Nadiah Bte Junadi! You can do it!!!

Ok bye!

Funny.

2006-02-25T12:36:00.000+08:00

Its funny how the simplest things in life is so hard to do.
And how we always chase for what we want than what we really need.

Anyway, I am planning to work this school holiday. I miss the feeling of giving my mother blue notes from my hard labour at Burger King. *mcm susah nah gitu* :P But at the same time, I want to make use of my holidays doing some important stuff which I dont want to mention here. Paiseh lah taruk here.

Exams are long over and Alhamdulillah, I managed to answer all questions although I was super stressed for PCC and MER. I was not fully prepared when I entered the exam hall. But Alhamdulillah, the questions I spotted (with the help of Nurul's email) keluar for PCC. The night before, I asked Kakak to check my prepared "answers" and enhance them. I was left to understand and "memorise" the following day which was just so difficult to do as RHRA (the first paper) topics were filling 80% of my memory capacity.

MER was worse. I woke up for Subuh and started my revision for the 2.30 paper only at around 8. I could not get anything into my brain at all. I complained to Mama who in turn, say I should just sleep and tawakal je. Not to get stressed over it. So I just read through the whole stack of notes (thanks to Han a lot a lot). When the invigilator said: You may begin reading the paper" I checked the last page only to find out that all the questions that were asked were all the things I read in the morning. Alhamdulillah. :) I couldnt thank HIM more. I was smiling and praying for kesyukuran that the invigilator looked at me like Im some kind of alien or something.

:)

Abang E wanted to belanja me and Odip makan. But tengoklah. He's sleeping! :( Oh ya. Abang Nizam's so mean. made me watch this video of two NS Men on guard duty making a nonsense video with "sister with long hair who wears white especially at night and mostly found in trees". But Abang E said its bedek because the cackling of the "sister with long hair who wears white especially at night and mostly found in trees" is from another video. They edited it.

But do you want to see REAL "sister with long hair who wears white especially at night and mostly found in trees"? Here's the link! Its from my brothers.

"sister with long hair who wears white especially at night and mostly found in trees"

They feel that its betul punyer. You guys tengoklah and judge for yourselves whether its betul or borak k? Haha. :)

Have fun!

Imagine.

2006-02-25T12:28:00.000+08:00

This is a wonderful poem. I hope it sheds some light in everyone's life.

Ask yourself these questions, If I were to die will Allah (swt) be pleased with me? What I have done in my life till now?

Have I just been chasing after the du nya & not Allah's happiness? Have I made the world a better place with my presence?

Have I done anything for Islam today and most
Importantly did I pray?

Dear brothers and sisters, think of
a list of the most important things to you ..

What number is Allah (swt) on
that list? try to make amends, beg for Allah's forgiveness .

Just Close Your Eyes And Imagine

Just close your eyes and imagine,
You have just one more day to live;
One more day to show Allah,
What "Jannah" he should give?
To say goodbye to your family,
And all your closest friends;
To ask for forgiveness,
And try to make amends;

Just close your eyes and imagine,
Did you miss a prayer or two?
Did you please Allah, and do the things,
He asks every person to do?

Just close your eyes and imagine,
Tomorrow you will be gone;
No more second chances,
To smell the mist of dawn;

Just close your eyes and imagine,
The angels are going to come,
To take your soul and ask,
In your life "what have you done"?

Just close your eyes and imagine,
The words you want to say;
Will not come out you may realize,
For all your deeds you'll pay;
You want to speak out, to cry out,
In Allah I believe;
But, silence beckons you,
No more can u deceive;

Just close your eyes and imagine,
Finally,
Your silence breaks away;
You tell the angels you believe in Allah,
And for him, you did pray;
You say as tears are pouring down your face
Please, Allah, forgive me,
For the sins that I committed,
Have mercy is my plea!

Just close your eyes and imagine,
That the smell of musk surrounds you,
From your head down to your feet;
You realize Allah forgave you,
Hell fire you did defeat;

But we all know as Muslims,
When it's time for you to die;
You'll not be given a second chance,
To say a last goodbye;

So live each day as If it's your last,
And never forget to pray;
So when the angels come to ask,
You'll know the words to say.

Remember Brother & Sisters...we are all here in this world for just awhile...make the most of everyday & do what's required if not more

Come to think of it, how long is a person's life in this world? How far is death? When a person is born, Azaan is said in his ears. He then lives a life of, say 70 years. Then when he dies, shortly afterwards is the Namaaz-e Janaaza prayed. So how long is his life? 70 years? Wrong! His whole life is like the brief period of time between Azaan and Jamaat.

Song of the Month

2006-02-21T17:08:00.000+08:00

Essential Companion.

2006-02-21T14:54:00.000+08:00

Nadiah, when you're in love, you're an Essential Companion. Approximately 22% of people share this type with you. What does this title say about you? Read on to find out.

If someone is looking for a genuine, down-to-earth partner who knows how to treat others with kindness, they'd best look in your direction. As an essential companion, you're one who not only respects and values the people in your life, but who makes your relationships a top priority. However, you're usually not the type to try to impress others with fancy romantic gestures. Nor are you a person who is apt to spend time worrying about your appearance in a superficial manner. If that special someone is willing to take you as you are, you will happily do the same for them. However if they're not, you'll probably keep on walking.

You're probably interested in finding a partner who will be equally committed to things like quality time and genuine communication. That way, the two of you can focus on one another without all the bells and whistles that some people consider an essential part of a good relationship. When you find an individual who feels the way you do about these things, the relationship you create will be a truly special one.

Lame.

2006-02-21T14:18:00.000+08:00

Nadiah's lame-ass excuse to break up:

"My imaginary friend is jealous of you"

'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Girl.

2006-02-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

This is what examinations do to you:

Kookoo No. 1
(tahi lalat di hidungmu, tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku!)

Kookoo No.2
(pardon my flimsy tudung. i still have not mastered the art of wearing it properly)

Thank you Ana Shanana for the photos at Afghanistan!

Ten reason why I love her:
1. Shes smart.
2. Fun!
3. Sincere.
4. Funny.
5. Fashionable.
6. Pretty!
7. Witty.
8. Taught me a lot of nonsense.
9. Like the "sama step" game.
10.And collecting ants in a bottle.

May you and your family be blessed with lotsa love and happiness, Insya Allah!
Oh, and all the best for the examinations too, smarty pants!

Final Destination.

2006-02-20T16:41:00.000+08:00

An intelligent person is one
who is constantly

thinking about

and

preparing for

death.

CJP paper was AOK, I did about three past year exam papers before the real exam so it felt OK. I mean, I got used to completing a speech + outline + article + dummy layout + short answer questions within two hours. :) Alhamdulillah. One down, 3 more to go. You can do it Nadiah! *geleks*

I was reluctant to check my coursework grade for Human Resource due to my "C+" CJP grades. I was quite certain I would get a C or C+ as our project for PBL 1 was quite badly done eventhough we aced PBL 2. Then, Alhamdulillah, I got B+ for both MER and RHRA. :) THANK YOU GOD! Reasons to smile and study harderrrr for the exams.

Ya.

so you can die in any minute.

Anyway, makan-ed with my bestest cousin of all time, Ana! I think she's getting prettier day by day.:) Maybe both of us just need to slim down and work out a little to be Singapore's next top model! *bleurgH!!*

Had Nasi Goreng America. Talking about Nasi Goreng America, Mama and I once tried to ikut-ikut the way they cook it. Jadi jugak but our sauce somehow wasnt as masam as theirs. :S Ana and I talked about lotsa stuff that shocked me. Haha. She's a walking tabloid, very informative and fun. We took pictures and yeahh. :)

Okay, so guys, remember.

Dont yaya papaya anyhow anyhoo do bad things today.
because...

you can die in any minute.

bye.

i cant wait to watch final destination III.

wont work!

2006-02-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

When love hurts
It won’t work
Maybe we need some time alone
We need to let it breathe

Ramli Sarip.

2006-02-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

Watched FA cup Liverpool VS Manchester Utd.
It was a boring first half but crouchy scored one goal at the 19th minute. Splendid, though someone said it was a nasib goal.

Boohooooos to Firdausss and Kudoooos to Peterrr.

Abang E kept on kacau-ing Ronaldo and said he's gay. Is it? If he is, Im not surprised. Sorry to any girls out there who worships him. Anyway, second half Alan Smith (aka perosak game according to Abah) had to bear with some very serious knee injury. Ouch! Baru masuk berapa minit dah injured. :S

I dont know why Im not taking this whole final exams seriously. I should be studying tau. GRR. I have an exam on monday.
Nadiah, dont you have any sense of urgency?
How come can watch soccer one?

Oh. Not only that. I rented Saw II as well. It was really gory, violent, bloody, horrible, heartless movie that Ive ever watched. The plot is cleverly and carefully built and made me think twice about going out alone at night. haha. I cant wait for Final Destination III.

Oh dear. I really should start studying huh? Im so doomed. I attempted one paper and I had quite a lot of difficulties answering them! Kalau case study pasal SawII ke, Liverpool lwn Man Utd ke, takpe jugak! GRR.

Oh ya! Abang Najeeb told me that the lead singer of Franz Ferdinand? jalan jalan at Tekka recently. So funny. I told mama how celebrities all around the world just loveee to visit Little India and she agreed. She said she met:

Ramli Sarip
ordering some food at Tekka and she (haha) approached him and asked confidently:

"Awak Sarip Ramli kan?"

HAHAHAHA.

Yup. Sarip Ramli.

Mama, you ah. So cute.

Lucky Ramli Sarip not offended and go smash his guitar on her face. HE smiled and just walked away. :)

Haiz. Oklah. I have to study *if there's nothing goood on TV.

Bye!

From Han's.

2006-02-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

do you know the meaning of your name?
as a matter of fact, i do. in all languages, it means beautiful always. *geleks*

do you have any pet names? What are they?
jambu, cantik, lawa, pretty, hot, sexy, dabomb, fuyyooo, weewit. *terima kasih*

how much money is in your wallet now?
enough to buy your boyfriend's heart.

do you scold in vulgarties?
hfgihrihvorehvwnreuohvuorevea!!

do you go clubbin?
just name it! MOS, Zouk, Crazy Elephant, Venom, ChinaBlack, Hard Rock Cafe, Dbl O! :P

do you have any bad habits?
ya. i cant stay focus. as you can see, its the study break but im doing this nonsense.

what kinda person are you?
the kind of person you are what?

do you think youre hot/sexy..etc?
are you kidding? im the sexiest being alive!

what is the most hardest thing to say to a person?
explaining menstruation and labour pains to a boy.

do you sleep alone or with your siblings?
mama! mama! i need her "scent" and her "garuk my back" sessions before dozing off. :P

define yourself in one word?
indescribable. :)

Okayla!

2006-02-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

Everything's OKAY now.

Hi again, Firdaus Sa'adon.
Dont you dare break my heart again cause I'll make sure all my brothers will break all your bones if you do!

Im all smiles now thanks to you, GOD! I love you!

:)

Sesungguhnya

2006-02-16T18:10:00.000+08:00

Indeed this heart loves You
Indeed I long for You
But I can't comprehend
Why love has not arrived

But I can't comprehend
Why this longing has not bloomed
Truly, even if I collect
all the jewels from the deepest ocean

Truly, even if I water
with rain from Your seven skies
Still Your love will not come
And Still the longing will not bloom

I try to hand
a gift to You
yet perhaps because its contents
are not complete without Splendour

I try watering itn the hope that it will grow and flower
yet perhaps because the water
is not as pure as that from the Well of Kauthar

if without hoping for Your Grace
If without craving sympathy
from You Oh Allah

God, grant Your love to me
God, bestow my longing to You
so that I may know
my gratitude belongs only to You

Bitter II

2006-02-16T14:46:00.000+08:00

After shedding many tears on my pillow and resting my eyes for a long nap, I have made up my mind on what to do. I am just going to study as much as I can because I know I can do it. Even if I do badly, I still try. I guess God is just trying to make me stronger by giving me a cruel tutor called Miss Tirzah this semester. Im not going to make HER the cause of me giving up on my studies. Ya Allah, please give me the strength to go through all these, I love you. :)

And goodbye Firdaus.
Im sorry.

It's alright I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away

It's alright I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet

Till then, I 'll walk alone.

Bitter.

2006-02-16T12:45:00.000+08:00

Today is bad day. No, not really. I just had a bad morning. I dont know what kind of afternoon, evening and night I will have so I cannot conclude that its a bad day today.

Anyway I went to print all the exam papers for revision in engineering school as suggested by him. Initially, we went to the free access lab but only one lab with one pathetic printer was open. I have no idea what has gotten into him but he became impatient and nasty words came out from his mouth. Then we made our way to engineering hall 1. So that was where I printed my stuff without knowing that I have printed a 3 similar copies of a particular exam paper.

Then he said; BODOH!
I dont know whats wrong with him, really. Its my papers and its such a small problem. Suddenly acting like a hooligan. My siblings and parents have never used that word on me before and I feel extremely hurt when he said that. I left the room angrily and made my way to the library to check if I have any fines and paid $3 for some stupid book. Since I was quite near business school I went to the sixth floor to check for my CJP coursework grade.

Things cannot get any sh*ttier.
Throughout the semester, I have been getting As for my test and assignments. All of them! But when I looked up to check for Nur Nadiah Bte Junadi I saw a C+.

Yes,
C+

I know my mama always say tak boleh berharap sangat.
Now, I have berhenti berharap already.
I dont want to waste my time studying for CJP thanks to Miss Tirzah.

I feel like Ive lost everything right now.
I have left my boyfriend.
I have given up hope on my exams.
I guess he's right.
I am in fact, BODOH.

Chutzpah!

2006-02-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION!

Odip!

I am officially pissed at you for throwing all the stupid dirty little things called eraser residue in my beautiful room aka kingdom of heaven and you know how much i hate hate hate! them so.
urgh. eww.
lucky my understanding boyfriend aka Prince Charming came to the rescue and swept the floor for the ngada-ngada queen. neni neni poo poo. :P

But you know Im so glad that I managed to help Odip build his portfolio with 20 pieces of artwork in A4 size. Forced him to sign up for both JAS and JPSAE himself. No, Im not going to do it for you, you spoilt child! Haha. I also..kan..*this is my highest achievement as a lousy sister* managed to force him to create MORE art pieces by himself to "enhance" the portfolio. I really want Odip to get into the course so baddd. :(

God, please help us. We love you!

My boyfriend is really angry at me for not exactly focussing on my exams. I have been spending my time on Odip and my usual nonsense, cravings for chocs and more unhealthy dig out food, etc. I should be more disciplined. Haha. I am doing one exam paper actually. Got it from PEPO. I am going to school tomorrow to settle some unfinished business. WHoah. I think this is the most rubbish entry. No link. No meaning.

I better stop before I start to let out more than I should.

OH! I think my blog is only read by less than 10 people.

Let me guess:
Elmi
Firdaus (Crouchy)
Mel
Han
Ana
Mimi
Fariszan
*Wani
*Mya
*Khatijah

*unsure

Ya, sad right.
Firdaus Sa'adon does not read my stupid blog.
:(

The reason why there's this security system is because someone is just not happy with what I have to say and tell other people and the other people not happy go and do something bad to melah. Apparently there are a few unknown beings who emailed and requested for my blog password which is kinda bizarre dont you think? Of course, I didnt give to them lah! Unless you are a friend, I wont allow.

Theres this girl who added me on MSN. I mean, she has a girlish email add so I thought it wont harm making friends and all. But she slowly requested for my BLOG password. Immediately I blocked her. :S I have a strong feeling that the girl is the one that made me set up this whole password thing. Haiz. Wah. After what you've done, you have the audacity to read my blog, and what more, request the password directly from me? What a

chutzpah!

Examinations.

2006-02-13T07:11:00.000+08:00

I think I wont be updating my blog for a few days because of the
EXAMS!

:)

All the best , everyone!
TATA ya'll!

Temasek Polytechnic.

2006-02-13T06:06:00.000+08:00

For someone who has not shown any interest in studies and has been playin games 24/7 without touching any books, I think Odip did pretty well for O Levels. I thought and I feared he would have to re-sit for the O's but nah. He's on his way to TP, Insya Allah. All his life, he has been soccer-ing, doodling, gaming, art-ing and drawing. Typical Mat! So its no surprise that he will end up in some design course.

Of course, Kakak is really pissed by some of his grades because well, everyone knows he could do better if he puts in more effort. He's just lazy, and thats dangerous. The fact that design courses are 100% coursework and requires students to have "own time own pace" target, makes my sister and I doubt him a little.

Can he do it? Can he be more disciplined this time around? Well yes, as a sister, even though I hate him very much, it still worries me. He's a boy and he's going to be THE man in his family and he cant afford to go to anyhow courses and unable to provide for his family in the future, can he? Many suggested he should take up engineering or IT courses. To me, thats absolutely insane. He's NOT into maths and science, so forget it. Now, as a sister, all I can do is just pray for him and hope for the Best, Insya Allah. You can do it Odip! Just dont be lazy and manage your time well. :) Dont play too much games and soccer!

And its not the end of the world! You are just 16 and there so much time for you to change for the better and dont be sooo laazy! You are mama's last boy so make her proud!

Oh. Im taking him to TP today to show him how life is like on campus and what is expected of him from the 2 courses: Interactive Media Design and Visual Communications. :)

Oh, speaking of TP, fun fun fun! Temasek Polytechnic, here are a few pictures (credits to Siti NurHannah Hardy) of my bestest mates/friends of class Sem2.2.

Presenting the ACTIVE members of Corp Comm Team.

As you can see,transparenices are better than stupid PPT slides. *glares at Nadiah*

Eh what? Not happy is it?

Want to fight? Come ah!

Goyang tak goyang ah! Heran tak heran!

Alamak tak jadilah. See these pretty faces soothe my soul. *jgn kembang ah*

Another pretty thing in class mumbling boring stuff.

This guy has mastered the art of smoking.

But Miss Tirzah is not convinced.
"You really think I like this stupid design? Hello? Cant you see MY TASTE of clothes?"

Ok Tirzah. Stop it already. Im going bonkers.

Presenting Fifth Avenue!

Azad is *gasp* 60% feminine!

Let me introduce to you all the members of Fifth Avenue.

Miss Corrine Ng - Sweet and Demure.

Alamak. Act cute pulak dekni.

Mr Azad - Handsome dan bergaya. *Bleurgh*

Thinking of Samantha dearest.

Miss Siti Nurul Ain - Weeweeet! Jambu sey, Minah.

Her Ashley Simpson pose. :S

Miss Khairunissa - Chey,ayu sekali Kakak kiter hari ini.

Pikiran nampak?

Miss Nur Nadiah - aka Nadiah J.

Alamak. Gangster!

Miss Siti NurHannah - Princess of Katak.

Katak oh Katakku, dimana dikau, oh katakku?

Oh Miss Pink Lady.
Pssst. The Pink Motorola V3, Revlon Lip Gloss and Furry pencil case's MINE!

Now that you've seen happy faces of TP and how FUN TP actually is,
goodbye now!

Celebrex.

2006-02-11T08:52:00.000+08:00

All this while, I have always thought I am not allergic to anything. Maybe dust because my arms and face will get red and hives will appear when I step into the D& T room. Due to that, I rarely use the machines and always request Sarhan, Faidhi or the teacher to cut my acrylic/wood while I will just do the fixing by using glue or smoothen the surfaces by using sand paper at one corner.

Yesterday I found out Im allergic to celebrex. How?

Ok. You know Im very gatal right? I slept late the night before, say around 4ish. I woke up at 7ish as I have to make preparations for Comm Skills role play. That means I only slept for about 3 hours. Upon reaching school, I felt a little nauseous and my head was throbbing due to lack of sleep. So, I decided to get Nescafe as caffeine always help in times like this.

Then kan, I realized kan, I datang bulan and consuming cold drinks would only make things worse! So gatal correct? Now, not only did I feel nauseous and giddy, I also had excruciating menstrual cramps!
What a combo to ruin one's day!

Han was nice. She suggested I should take her pills. But she warned me: " This is my presecribed pills by my doctor. It works on me. You want to try?"

Desperate times call for desperate measures.
So I took the pills and voila!

I felt good, high in fact! The Comm Skills role play turned out good!
I had fun and Mrs D'Cruz gave us the highest grade in class. Lovely. :)

Nurul and Han wanted to go to the Lab and I followed them as I need to print out the notes for exams. I was so high and happy until...something irritates me. I needed the loo so bad that I looked almost like a sick retard. Nurul commented that my lips were dry and white. I rushed to the nearest toilet and found my entire bottom in rashes and hives. The irritation was killing me but I kept asking myself: Why did this happen? What did I do now?

I wanted to go home so bad and told my minahs that I need a cab. Nurul called for cab while Han was just worried sick. Then kan, I felt extremely uncomfortable and cold. I was on the verge of going crazy. I took out my blazer and found that my arms have turned red. A few minutes later, my whole body itched like nobody's business. I was still at the bus stop, scratching and looking like a monkey in formal wear. That was when I realized I must have some sort of allergy to Han's medication.

Realizing that fact, a sleep and shower at home wont be enough. I need a jab - immediately. Now, the whole irritation has taken its toll on me. I cried. Yes, I hate crying. I dont like crying in public, it shows Im not strong. But well, I guess Im just not very strong. The stupid cab was late and I had no money to go the doctor, those were the external factors that were NOT helping in situations like this. So I called Kakak and asked her for CASH to pay back Han, who volunteered to pay for my bills first.

As I have predicted, Medina was closed. So we had to make a big turn to 24 hours clinic. I had my jab and I was given calamine lotion and some strong pills that made me super drowsy.

Abang Najeeb took me home. I rushed to the kitcken, ate some food and took the pills. I applied calamine lotion and went to sleep because my head was spinning. Maybe due to the jab and the pills.

For now, I am grateful to say that I am fine, just a little drowsy still. Alhamdulillah. I would like to show my gratitude towards Han, Nurul, Kakak and Abang Najeeb. Because without them, Id probably be itching now. The quick reaction of both my Minahs to get the cab, inform my sister, go to the doctor immediately is so much appreciated. You guys are really well-prepared for crisis. Must be corp comm, kan? Haha.

Oklah. So Han's medication is called Celebrex. The pills Im allergic to.

Thou shall not take Celebrex ever again.

1997.

2006-02-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time

all time favourite band - Hanson.
*Zachary Hanson was my first celebrity-crush ever. :)

fly.

2006-02-08T18:13:00.000+08:00

hold your head high,
nadiah.

Cant take that away.

2006-02-08T16:28:00.000+08:00

I know I cannot please a lot of people around me.
Because I am only human.
I make mistakes.
And I admit that.

Email sent to all my groupmates for Corp COMM on Feb 8 2006:

Hi everyone.

I would like to apologise to everyone about the technical "error" of the projector that cannot detect my laptop. As a result, our presentation turned out to be what was least expected. I would also like to sincerely apologise from the bottom of my heart to any individuals who seemed to be emotionally affected by this incident. Additionally, I really hope it will not affect my friendship with any of you guys. This is just a project and I hope that we will put this matter to rest and start a new. We should treat this as a learning issue and make sure things like this will not happen again.

If there is any clarifications to be made, feel free to reply or just sms/call me at 81989744.

Best wishes for your exams.

Nadiah Junadi

Corp Comm presentation did not go very well. The day before the presentation, Han came over to my place to edit the collaterals and have them printed at the auntie's shop. We also continued with the GROUP crisis speech. Having too many responsibilities on hand, we decided to call Mrs Hero2 to tell her that someone has to do the presentation slides for the group.

Mrs Hero2: I dont think its a good idea.

Mrs Hero2: I think its ok to have our individual slides.

Me: Really?

(kan tak lawa individual? ini kan project? at least make the effort to compile lah, kan?)

Han: Pant*t.

Me: Cheet*t.

(Have a discussion with Han and decided that I should compile them.)

Me: Mrs Hero, I do lah.

Mrs Hero: You sure? Oklah.

(It makes me wonder...the whole group slide suddenly becomes a good idea when I am the one who did it.)

Yesterday, I didnt realize that I didnt have my clothes changed since 12+ pm to 1+ am. I didnt even have a proper meal. I guess obviously, I did all these for the benefit of my group, not just me. I could have just made my own slides and care only about my parts but i just felt it was my last responsibility as a team member of a lousy group to combine everthing. This is to the extent of Han and I, NOT preparing what to say for our parts of the presentation. But oh boy, how much we didnt know that our efforts were all going down the drain!

The only thing we didnt do was to check for cable and connection to the projector for the presentation. YES, no input to the projector. It took us 20 mins to fix everything but still, no input.

My group members decided to be extra nice be laughing their heads off, rolling eyes at me and saying the word F*CK at least a hundred times. Thanks ah.

They must be cursing me up and down for wanting the "group PPT slides" instead of traditional transparencies.

OOOOOH. So lets say if everything was alright, it was group effort and if everythings going wrong its Nadiah's fault ?

Ok, another dramamama, Mrs Hero3, my favourite member, decided to cry.

Why the heck are you crying? Can you show some professionalism? At least pretend? I think Im the one who should break down and cry because all of you are looking down on me.

Then, we decided to just present with the laptop without projector.

It was sucky I tell you.

And as Han said, we should take note of this event and treat it as a learning issue. Dont fret. Even though our heart was boling and at the same till, filled with sadness, we know that we tried very hard to do whats right. Let others think what they want to think because we dont care.

I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,
I tried as hard as I can.

But whatever it is, Alhamdulillah its over and I love you God. I know things happen for reasons and you are the main reason why Im still here and not have been in jail for shooting each one of them. Astaghfirullah, I will never do that. On my way to school, I was thinking of how happy my crisisless life has been for 18 years. What a thought! An on this very same day, a CRISIS occured. Hurhur. *Masin sungguh mulutku*

Looking on the brighter side, its finally over!!
Macarena!
And I have people called FRIENDS in this world who are on my side!
Thank you God for creating these people in my life!
I love you. :)

Oh, they
They can do, anything they want, to you.
If you let them in.
But they won't ever win,
if you cling to your pride and just push them aside.
See I, I have learned
There's an inner peace I own.
Something in my soul,
that they cannot possess.
So I won't be afraid,
and the darkness will fade.

Nadiah J

India Arie.

2006-02-06T14:03:00.000+08:00

WAIT WAIT!

I am so in love with this song! I know its an old song but I love it!

You girls should love it tooo!

India Arie - Video!

Sometimes I shave my legs and sometimes I don't
Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won't
Depend on how the wind blows I might even paint my toes
It really just depends on whatever feels good in my soul

I'm not the average girl from your video
and I ain't built like a supermodel
But, I learned to love myself unconditionally
Because I am a queen
I'm not the average girl from your video
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I'm wearing I will always be the India Arie

When I look in the mirror and the only one there is me
Every freckle on my face is where it's supposed to be
And I know our creator didn't make no mistakes on me
My feet, my thighs, my lips, my eyes;
I'm lovin' what I see

Am I less of a lady if I don't wear pantyhose?
My mama said a lady ain't what she wears but, what she knows
But, I've drawn a conclusion, it's all an illusion, confusion's the name of the
game
A misconception, a vast deception
Something's gotta change
but,Don't be offended this is all my opinion
ain't nothing that I'm sayin law
This is a true confession of a life learned lesson I was sent here to share with
y'all
So get in where you fit in go on and shine
Clear your mind, now's the time
Put your salt on the shelf
Go on and love yourself
'Cuz everything's gonna be all right

Keep your fancy drinks and your expensive minks
I don't need that to have a good time
Keep your expensive car and your caviar
All I need is my guitar
Keep your Kristal and your pistol
I'd rather have a pretty piece of crystal
Don't need your Silicon I prefer my own
What God gave me is just fine

Choices!

2006-02-06T12:49:00.000+08:00

Guess what?
I have loads to do today.

1) Study for Summative Test
2) Pass Han newsletter articles + brochure
3) Work on Crisis Speech
4) Work on Crisis Manual

I overheard a conversation between a pakcik and his nephew (ITE boy)

Pakcik:

Sekarang, O levels, A levels, ITE dorang tak pandang.

At least mesti ada diploma.

Itu pun tak cukup.

Nanti lama-lama diploma pun dorang tak pandang.

Mesti ada degree/masters.

:(

Oh well. You have to make a choice boy:

1)
Study very hard, equip yourself with the necessary certificates, work for a local company, earn an average pay per month, get married to the girl of your dreams, be happy and always upgrade yourself.

2)
Quit school, pick up smoking and take drugs, make a girl pregnant and become a gangster.

3)
Study at an average pace, complete ITE education. Come out with bright entrepreneurial idea, set up a business, employ people, earn a LOT of money, get married to four wives and be merry. :)

4)
Get out of Singapore!

5-infinity)
Make you own choices.

Life is all about choices. Its not about choosing the right one deemed by the society but more of what you are truly contented with. I believe that you are solely responsible for your choices, and you have to accept the consequences of every deed, word, and thought throughout your lifetime.

I think by now, I already know which option I want. *winks to Firdaus Sa'adon.
And I know yours too. heh. NO! Not option 3! I will cut your that one if you have three more wives!

Tata Ya'll! I dont think I'll be updating till Friday because my week will be super jam-packed with presentations!

Ok bye!

Nadiah J over and out!

Chelsea sucks.

2006-02-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

im not really an anti-chelsea person.
i mean, life's like that right?
sometimes other people are "wealthier" or
more "fortunate" than the other, just like soccer teams.
and we should not really make
"they got money aper!"
as a reason for losing.

but today,

i am
in full support of reina's attack
of ..was it gudjohnsen?
hello? he was after the ball and HELLO? obvious handball?
i would have injured all the
overpaid ungrateful morons
of chelsea and make sure they are unfit to play for at least 6 months.
especially that monkey
robben.
hes's an absolute moron who throws tanturms like a stupid monkey with no balls.
chelsea sucks.
they should win awards for
action-sakit.

but its ok! its no fun if there's no rogue team to act as a
villain.
just like life, if there's no challenges and problems,
we will get more complacent, lazy and we will definitely get bored easily.

nevermind! hope things will get better. next match's on thursday, 3.55 am?
okiedocks.

LIVERPOOL LIVE FORVER!

Maybe.

2006-02-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

Maybe one day.
I'm gonna roll out and shine.
Not because of the performances, parties and mocktail.

Maybe tomorrow.
I will climb the wall.
Not because of the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

Maybe later.
You'd understand.

Beautiful.

2006-02-05T10:44:00.000+08:00

Tuesday is Comm Skills Summative Test.Today is only Saturday.
And Ive not revised anything - YET.
Nurul called and asked if I have notes for meetings.

"Ermph, well, in fact I do dear, but its extremely short and I doubt it will help for our test but I'll just pass it to you via email, ok?"

"Thanks, bye!"

Such a sweet, hardworking girl. Do you know she is very disciplined?
On a bright Friday afternoon, she complained to me:
"Eh! Then over the weekends I have nothing to do is it? So boring!"
She's so used to waking up early to do housework & schoolwork.

My my!
My mother would die to have a daughter like her. Any mother would!

I dont know why I cant be like her. At the rate you're going girlfriend, that yellow Ferarri will be yours in no time, Insya Allah. :)

We all should really learn from her.

Maybe, unlike her, I like to use my weekend to replenish my energy that has been used up during the weekdays.
Shut up. NO. I refuse to use the word: LAZY.
I hate that word.And I am not lazy.

I think I should start to panic now. I just realized I have an important event to attend tomorrow that will consume at least 5 hours of my afternoon! Besides a summative test, I have to complete some PTN for CORPCOMM. Yikes. Shi*.

Well thats ok. I guess I will just follow Nurul's way: After Subuh prayers, dont sleep, do your work. Haha. I'll try my best.For now, I just want to relax and put some nice picture into my blog. Its been quite some time, eh? But it will be totally random.

My Family

the same old me again, today.

the couple i respect most on this planet.

the family gamer.

the proud mama of seif umar.

POW.

"STAND THERE AND DONT MOVE!"

please have some mercy, oh auntie.

dearest tok.

my niece, theflowergirl, NURUL DIANAH.

ive got a family full of eccentric.

My Friends

when the minahs of the world unite, we listen to siti.

look at the beautiful monkeys!

yup, i also like the view i get from my room.

this one cannot see camera, every time want to take pictures!

see what i mean?

the fifth avenue and my favourite tutor, Mrs D'Cruz. :D

find MR HERO.

not here.

not here either.

lets not talk about mr hero, lets eat!

ok thats all! Have fun everyone!

TATA!

5 day work.

2006-02-04T12:44:00.000+08:00

Kakak invited me to join her friends to Kuala Lumpur during the March holidays. It would be fun because I have been dying to go to the Petaling Street - Ive heard so much about it from Abang Jang and Nurul!

Oh gee, but I guess I have to decline the offer because Im pretty shy and all to join her friends although I have known them since ...forever. I guess it would be uncomfortable to be the

"Extra"

in the group. :S

Last night I rented Hanyut and Jeepers Creepers DVD. Why Hanyut? Because my cousin, Fezra, was one of the leading actress in the movie and I didnt get to catch it on Suria because I was happily shopping at Melaka, Mahkota Parade, on that day.

Fezra is totally different in real life. Shes's very quiet, demure and quite shy. Shes also NOT a school drop out, in fact she aced her PSLE and is in the special express stream. Haha. Shes's just too good in acting, I guess.

I slept over at Kakak's place.

I think the movie is fine, not much comments about it, just that that Fendi guy deserves to be beaten up and should have rotten to death.

Such a selfish jerk with uncontrollable lust.

Bluerh.

Actually kan, that Fendi is somehow related to me too because he's Ana's cousin. Haha. What a small world. Ana should have been in the movie. Shes funky and can act pretty well. I wonder why she didnt go for the auditions.

I have not watched the Jeepers Creepers. Waiting for Firdaus to come over to Kakak's and we'll watch together. Kakak hate this kind of movie but heck, shes gonna watch with us too. Eh. Semalam ada "Return of the Pontianak" on CH 5 is it?

I wanted to catch that but only Abang Najeeb was awake. He too wanted to watch it but Kakak refused to wake up because she didnt want to have nightmares. :S It would be awkward to watch with only my brother-in-law. Darn it. If only Odip was here last night. We could have slept at the living room and scare ourselves to death.

Nevermind, the rental shop is just a few blocks away. :)

When it comes to weekends, I hate to touch anything that has got to do with school. I seriously support the government's idea of 5 day work-week.

Wicked Awesome.

Tata, my friends.

Sweet and Sour Chicken.

2006-02-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

If I can be any dish I want, I think I would like to be:

Sweet & Sour Chicken.

Why?

I can appear sweet, nice and everthing nice
but I can be SOUR at times too.
Eh.But what matters really is,
I still taste good, correct? :P

Anyway!

Why such a weird introduction to my entry?
Well, I think I did a pretty bad thing today but somehow, Im not really regretful of what I did.
Which is...okay I guess.
Regretting and worrying is a waste of time.

I know Firdaus(friend) has some kind of problems with Mr Bean and Firdaus (boyfriend) has problems with his other goondoo projectmates who never do anything and in the end, he did everything.

I too have such problems.

I tried to hide it. I tried to pretend everything's ok because I am only trying to be nice.
And Im really sincere in what Ive done for my group (not that its anything much) until NOW.

Im sorry Hannah,
but I just got to
go let it out.

Now, Im not bragging or anythinglah.
BUT for corporate communication in which I have 7 members altogether,

I did:

1) The Group Brochure (no problem)

with Han's help, we did :

2) The Group Newsletter (8 hours ok!)
3) Gave and assigned The Group the Proposal Guidelines
(if not, they will not do anything)
4) The Crisis Speech

My problem is a little bit complex. The problem is with my leader, lets call him:

Mr Hero.

Mr Hero is a nice fella, very very very laid-back, relax, funny, friendly and nice. I like him, really. There's nothing wrong being friends with this fella.

He's supposed to be the leader and he is supposed to direct efforts to complete our project, correct? But as you can see, the workload has not been delegated fairly. And Mr Hero has this very very bad habit of saying:

"Can, can, i can do everything, just pass to me and I will do everything.
i can finish by this weekend."

And by weekend, I check my mail, open up the file only to find very poor quality of work which is obviously done in less then ten minutes.

Im sorry, Mr Hero. I really dont like your work. Although you say you can complete it, yes, thank you, but it wont be useful because its really unacceptable.

I just cant trust you to do anything else.

The "proposal" you made was totally unacceptable and so is the speech. Everyone is supposed to do 2 articles, you only did one. And that one article is total bull****.

You are nice and I like you, Mr Hero. But please put in more efforts in your work.
Im sorry for being bossy and demanding (its just my nature) because I have really high need for achievement because my mom expect highly of me and I dont want to disappoint her. This is a team project and the strength of the chain lies in the weakest link, and I dont want your laziness to be affecting my grades.

Actually, I think I should be the one telling you that you should be more responsible in your work and dont pretend to be Superman: "Yes, I can do it", but the fact is, you just cant. Tell anyone of the groupmates if you are facing any problems.

This is not the end.

In the classroom, I talked to Han and Nurul in Malay saying:
"Aku tak percaya dia punye kerja..."

Then Mr Hero told me:
he understands a bit..no..alot of Malay.

Then Han covered my A** and said: "Nolah, she said she didnt trust herself to finish everything up"

Thanks ah Minah.

Whoopsie. I had a mixture of feelings: embarrassed that I talked about him "behind his back" and happy that finally he knew that we didnt like his quality of work, and Insya Allah, he might change and try to be more hardworking.

Oh well. I am such a meanie. Everybody, hate me now. Im insincere, I dont trust my groupmates, Im bossy and demanding. But thats just the way I am. :(

But good news, Alhamdulillah I did well for another CJP assignment. :)
Thanks Ms Tirzah, thanks Mama for giving me ideas to write for the speech and thank you God for giving me strength to do it..and do it well.

I know God is fair and there must be a reason as to why things happen. :)
I hope someday, we'll know.

Tata, everyone.

nadiahjunadi@gmail.com

2006-02-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

Im not supposed to BLOG at ALL.
But a few minutes reflecting on my day wont do any harm, I suppose. :)

I want choocolate coated turkish delights.

Somebody! Buy me some turkish delights please!
Im craving for sweet gooey juicy delicious coated with layers of chocolate and filled with nuts turkey delights. :(

Today's MER role play was fun!

Azad became the Bapak, Datuk, Botak. :)

Our group did a great job! Everything was so organized and we managed to cover 3 wellness dimensions and explain what each one is all about in detail! Im so proud of all of you!

*HEYYYYYYY Macarena!*

However, our skit was the shortest. :( But its ok! I still love you guys!

Han and Nurul came over to my place. We were planning to work on our crisis manual and speech but in the end, we surfed the net, listen to teenyboppers that Nurul loves so much

(The beat of my heart, the beat of my heart, the beat of my heart, the beat of my heart...)
and of course, sakat Seif Umar!

Until now still havent do yet. HAHAHA.
Sorry Miss Tirzah.
Later we do lah.
:O)

When they left, I slept. DUH?!
What else can I do on a hot Thursday afternoon and no homework to do and no deadline to get stressed over? I am so loving my life right now. :)
I love you, God, and everyone around me who makes me feel so ultra-happy especially *You know who!!* . :D

Ok Tata Titi tutu.

Bye!

Ikhlas?

2006-01-30T11:11:00.000+08:00

:)

My weekend has been splendid.
Actually Ive been enjoying myself so much that I didnt touch ANY of my schoolwork and Im feeling super guilty. But thats ok. Im going to start my work after this. :)

But Im sad I dont have any pictures because there's something wrong with my phone's software on the PC. It cannot detect my phone. I took all the nice photos of me, kakak, umar, and many many others on Saturday. Thats oklah.

Abang E+Firdaus+Kakak+Abang Najeeb+Umar+Me went out on Saturday afternoon to Mustafa Centre (no other shop open what). I bought some gifts For Mel. :)

Then we went to Beach Road to eat Sup Tulang and the apek from the drink stall gave Umar free Apollo biscuits.

Intan: That's rare. They dont usually give free stuff you know. Ini baik-baik ada makna ni tau.

Kakak: Apa? Nak Umar kahwin dengan anak dia?

Intan: What the?? Tak lah. Kan good luck kalau dorang generous hari ini.

Kakak: A-ah eh. Dorang buat benda selalu untuk dorang punyer own benefits, kalau tak mana dorang nak kasi eh!

Intan & Kakak: (Look at the Apek one kind)

Firdaus: Eh! Tak mahu macam gitulah. Mana tahu dia betul-betul ikhlas?!

Hahaha. I dont know. When we went up to the kedai bajus on the second floor, the apek also give Umar sweets. :P

See what I mean. How often do they give free stuff?

Nevermind.

At Beach Road, I bought for Mel another present: A T-Shirt that says: "I love geeks".
Lovely, eh? I know!

Mel's party was A-Ok. :)
Although I feel a little bit left out, I had a wondeful time EATING good food and fortunately for me, I had wonderful company too! (Gwen, Krystle, Nurul, Nurul's brother). We talked about the hottest topic: Miss Tirzah Kengoo! Wakakaka! Alah, since we all from Corp Comm, might as well talk about her correct? But to think about it, why the heck are we talking about school in a PARTY? :S

Okiedocks. Today's plan is to MEET...

Muhammad Firdaus Bin Sa'adon!
Yippeee!

I think there's so much to look forward to this week.
Monday: Dia
Tuesday: Starworld American Sitcoms. FUN!
Wednesday: American Idol
Thursday: American Idol
Firday: HELLO? TGIF!

I think I might not be updating my blog because Ill be quite bust this whole week. With prjects, assignments, yadayadas..heh.

Oklah. Have a fun week ya'll!

Tata!

My Jari Hurts.

2006-01-28T10:35:00.000+08:00

Guess who's back?!
Heard Robbie Fowler's coming back!!

YES! Yippe Yayyooo Kaliwawawa!
Rafa heard me! Why not take Milan Baros back too?!
Nyeheheheh!
With Robbie Fowler, I bet Cisse will be at the bottom of the list.
Boooo sama dia!

Anyway, you know the Speech Assignment, we were supposed to write three paragraphs each: Introduction, Second paragraph and Conclusion.

And one paragragh is supposed to be 6-7 sentences long, correct?

Dont know why some peoople so KIASU. you know people like HAN and NURUL want to write until one page long EACH and then...leave me to panic until today. :S I am so scared that Tirzah's going to use read ink and mark an F. Oh dear, Im so doomed. I cant afford to lose any more marks because Ive been aiming to SCORE this subject. Please have some mercy, oh Kengoo.

Forget it, its over. :(

And Alhamdulillah I did well for CJP test, PCC test, HR test and CJP assignment. :) Thank You Allah. All praises to You. :) Insya Allah if I strive harder for exams+projects I may have a chance of scoring for all, correct? :) So please help me sooth Miss Tirzah's heart and dont give me low grades for my speech assignment. Heh.

Last night, Kakak+Abg Najeeb+Abah+Mama+Seif Umar+Me went to Changi for dinner. I had the nasi pattaya that tasted...normal. Man I should have ordered the nasi penyak, sabsuka, or nasi lemak. But its ok, my stomach feels ultra happy that there's food to eat.

And adding on to my ultra-happiness, there's this really cute guy who smiled at me. :D
I didnt smile back because..I didnt want to give him the wrong message.
Besides, I have a boyfriend who is wayyy cuter and whom i love so dearly...:P

Oh oh oh! i know one disadvantage of wearing a tudung! really, really!

The probability of minah tudungs hurting themselves with stupid pins are slightly higher than any other minahs in the world. BETUL! My jari hurts. :'(

Oh.

2006-01-27T19:42:00.000+08:00

Celakanya...
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar aku tunggu,
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar memahamiku,
Kau pergi dan hilang ke mana pun kau suka

Celakanya...
Hanya kaulah yang pantas untuk kubanggakan,
Hanya kaulah yang sanggup untuk aku andalkan,
Di antara pedih aku selalu menantimu..

you know i love you.

2006-01-27T00:54:00.000+08:00

Well, I have decided to
PAUSE
for a while.
Its already 1 am and Im still researching on "Crisis" for Miss Tirzah dear. I told Azad I am pretty scared of Miss Tirzah nowadays. She's so unpredictable and I hate it that she has the power to reject our work. Azad: " Yeah, I noticed that. "Seriously, I hate thurday nights because I dread the thought of meeting her for class/consultation on friday afternoon.

You know sometimes i get confused. why do i have to live this life? i am told i am here to SUBMIT>ISLAM.
So Submit, oh Muslimah.
Maybe Im still young and too stupid to realize that I cant really be "THE PERFECT MUSLIMAH" no matter how much I try. See? Im, scared of Miss Tirzah. Im not supposed to be scared of any human being because only Allah is Great.
And no human has that kind of power for everyone is equal. And look how pessimistic I am for dreading to go to school on friday afternoon? Forgive me.

Forgive me because Im only human and I cant be so perfect. Forgive me for liking Oasis to Raihan. Forgive me for staying up all night to complete projects/blogging instead of reciting the Quran. Forgive me for having a boyfriend when im not supposed to have one. Forgive me for not finishing my rice. Forgive me for not exercising.

you know i love you.

it might be a quarter life crisis
justa a stirrin in my soul
either way
i wonder sometimes
about the outcome
of a still, verdictless life
am i living it right?

THEY ARE COMING.

2006-01-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

Today...
I met the love of my life!*hugs*
Finally! We are going to get married next week.
NOLAH! joking only!

Anyway, today my fellow minahs+mat continued with our comm skills agenda+notice of meeting. :)

Azad decided to be extra nice to me today and gave me a lift home. Thank you, mat!
It feels rather weird but somehow, its quite fun to actually sit in the car and imagine like im some rich girl with a rich boyfriend with a nice big expensive car. hahaha.. eh...han, nurul and khai must be very jealous right?! heh. :P
nevermind, next time we make sure he bring all of us out, ok?

eh siti nurhannah! Nadiah J =Nadiah Junadi or....lagi Glamour..Nadiah JAMBU. WAKAKAKA.

went to nenek's place today...
just to give my grandparents a big great hug!
but the vist was very boring lah
tok went out to buy food and meet his mats
while nenek was busy at the kitchen
so i ...biasa-ah
favourite pastime..
TIDUR!

ooh. berita harian crew is coming to my house after maghrib.
congratulations mama+abah. :)
finalist of "pasangan ideal".
Alhamdulillah.
to me, there can be not better couple than the both of you.
*hugs* love you!
BUT..........
dont expect me to get out of my room!
im not going to layan them especially the cameraman and interviewer.
i might even get out of the house before they even knock on the door!
*how supportive*

eh!! im feeling so happy. i dont know why. ive not exactly accomplished anything but i feel good. oh! i know! Im not sick anymore! I love you, God! Thank you very much!

ok i seriously gtg.
THEY are coming.

Tata. :)

Boolah.

2006-01-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

wherefore art thou, firdaus?
o, wilt thou leave me so unsatisfied?

:(

maybe the reason why im sick is because you're not here with me.

HomeworkFever.

2006-01-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

Hi. :)

I met Umar on the way to ITAS's Flavours.
He looks so different without his cap.
Anyway, funny is it I wear tudung?
Why must laugh until so like that one?
:(

Today, Corinne+Azad+Khai+Nurul+Han+Me:
1) Cabot HR lecture
2) Had our "brunch" at ITAS
3) Worked on our comm skills

I didnt go for PCC class because I felt so...feverish and I needed two tabs of panadol, the bed, Mama and some barley drinks. But I dont have an MC. I hope Mrs Meenachi understands. :(

Nadiah, TONIGHT, there are many things you must do, ok?

1) COMPLETE the speech
2) Research on CRISIS MANUAL
3) Pass relevant comm skills documents to the respective Minahs

:) Senang? Happy? Horray?
Insya Allah boleh.

Besok pulak, awak buat ini:

1) Finish up your part on HR report
2) Compile ALL HR NOTES

Yup, thats all. The workload has been greatly reduced because you are a little sakit, correct?
So need more rest and TV. :)

Ive not been seeing my boyfriend for a few days already.
Feels like getting a new one. :P
Nooolah!

Its all because of his projects, tests, and yadayadayadas. :(
I hope he's doing fine.

Ok bye. :(

Pssss. Eh. Eh. I got secret!!
Wanna know what??

I miss Firdaus. :)

Cancersticks.

2006-01-24T13:49:00.000+08:00

im working on this speechwriting assignment and im supposed to come up with new ways to tackle the growing teenage smoking problem.

how sey?

if we "warn" them about the health impacts of smoking, its not going to work. Well, because teenagers now, feel that they are immortal. They think they are not going to die any sooner so what will a pack do to them?

Hello. Even the scary images on the kotak cigarette do not stop them from quitting. Gee.

if we use psychology and say "only fool thinks its cool", they are surely going to "REBEL". As we all know, budakbudak sekarang mana suka kalau diberi nasihat.

Susah betul.

what about $MONEY$?

should i say about the financial saving they would have if they do not spend their pocketmoney on ciggies?

Alah...pun tak boleh jugak. now teenagers work part-time. can afford to buy rokok,kan?

Actually, in my opinionkan, smoking is kental nak mampos.
And the worst thing it could do to you is to take your health away.
You teenagers dont know because it only attacks you when you grow old.
Im serious! Abah used to be so strong and MACHO last time.
BUT Look what happen to him now, who used to smoke at least 2packs a day.

Alhamdulillah, now he has finally quit smoking. But still, other 57 year old are working and can travel without any problems. Abah gasps for breath when he walks to the bus-stop. See what smoking does to you?

SEE?

You CANT REALLY spend your life to the fullest, not now,BUT LATER.
When you grow old and you have lots money to travel all around the world, but your health does not allow you to enjoy such things because you made your body rot when you sucked in those cancer sticks during your teenage life.

Some more, if you smoke so much, you will not really care about your cleanliness(everything is yellow) and will become lazier because your body only functions FOR NICOTINE and you do not really get excited about other healthier things.

Furthermore, if you are a Muslim, for your information, its HARAM to smoke.

Its actually haram to "destroy" your body. Smoking deteriotates your health correct?
And besides, if you are a Muslim, you should know that the body is not yours, its only temporary. So take care of it, ok?

Oh dear, I really have no idea what to write for the speech.

Pink.

2006-01-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

High fever.
I didnt go to HR tutorial just now.
I slept till 1230!
So this is the second time I AWOL.
That's oklah, I guess.
I hope there will be no letter from TP any sooner.
:(

Oh Jam & Hop was totally wicked - except Taufiq's band.
BOOHOO. Taufiq, you can take criticism, cant you?
Well, why the bloody accent?
Sekali aku bagi kau makan belacan baru kau tahu! *evil laughter*
And why did the lead singer use different type of voices for every song?
I dont understand:
first he's Keane, next he's Muse, the last, Pearl Jam?
And you dare sang the song "BE yourself?!

I didnt even hear YOU being yourself but I hear you IMITATING other peoples voices.
Yikes. Yes, I know Taufiq, its not good to criticize people. Im not criticizing people, I m giving feedback about the music that you MADE us listen.

Other girls would probably say: "Oh your're hot! You're cute! You did great!"
Well, you know thats NOT true, right?

Anyway, speaking of giving feedback, I LOVE As-Shalihin's Bandung very very much. :)
After Jam&Hop so thirsty and hungry so I suggested to Firdaus "As-Shalihin". Yeay!

But what a disappointment! The Bandung tasted SO BADDD. Maybe they accidentally put Soya Bean Milk instead of condensed milk. Yucks.

So I said nicely to the uncle that there was seriously something wrong, it tasted different in a very negative way. I know its not very nice to say to older people that what they prepared for us was not so pleasant, but this is business, my feedback would be much appreciated, correct?

He very defensivelah. :Mana ada? Sama lah.
Saya: Awak cubalah!
He: Nak tukar air?
Saya: Bagi saya satu teh.

Then, the teh came.

He: Tadi awak tak kacau kat bawah, sebab tu rasa lain.
Saya: Yeke? (Actually, I kacau'ed that darn thing for about 1000 times?!)
He: A-ah.

Saya malas nak gaduh dgn dia lagi.

Apa seh. Sepatutnya, dia cuba rasa itu bandung tau. Other customers too felt the Bandung was horrible. How I know? I scanned through all the tables and Bandungs still left 3/4 full. You tell me?

Nevermind. I hope they would find out sooner or later because Im sure they would notice. I really like the old Bandung. :(

Anyway. Liverpool lost to Manchester United.
Alah. Takkan nak selalu menangkan?
Cisse tu kental. Kental nak mampus. Ahmad Latiff pun lagi baik.
Erghh! WHy RAFA WHY?

Takpelah, looking on the brighter side, one of my favourite teams, Manchester City has already beaten ManU. Should take Fowler back kan?

AND...
Im NOT reading the last few pages of the tabloid today.
Tabloid exaggerates little things.
Boolah. NASIB gila. Last minute pulak tu bola masuk.
WE ALL KNOW it was a tight game.
KAN FIRDAUS?
So dont you dare come to my house today because I dont want to see that stupid grin.
Nevermind, till we meet again in the next six matches. :)

Oh..you must be wondering. Nadiah's having high fever..how come can blog until so much?
Hahah. Oh well, if I dont do this but lie down on bed all the time, I will feel sick-ER. I should run and sweat and I will get even better. Really. Its my grandma's theory and it has been proven to be true.

OH! Yesterday was Mama's 55th birthday! i love you MAMA!!!!!!
May you be pretty, healthy, funny, crazy, always!

We celebrated her birthday at Holiday Inn's high tea. I was feeling a little sick and nauseous at that time. I knew a fever was on its wayyy. I couldnt eat much but I really love the Gado-Gado.
:) Its nice to dine in Sultan Brunei's hotel. Haha.

I think thats all. I have tonnes of things to do.
Today, Im going to study for my PCC mock exam tomorrow and probably write my speech for the CJP assignment. :)

By the way, I know my blog so pink and ..ugly. :(
I dont know to make until nice-nice.
But its ok..its still very me, right?
Heh.

Bye!

Goodbye YOU

2006-01-22T13:22:00.000+08:00

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku
:(

Celebrate yourself.

2006-01-21T12:42:00.000+08:00

I'm not going to make it on being sexy. It's just not who I am. It's better to focus on what you're good at. Celebrate yourself. - Reese Witherspoon

Engkaulah Jejaka Idaman.

2006-01-21T11:25:00.000+08:00

Oh sayang
Engkaulah jejaka idaman
Akulah yang menanti
Menyayangi

Seperti
Embun dingin di pagi hari
Akulah bunga dibasahi
Begini

In case you dont know, this is the lyrics for Jejaka Idaman by Raja Ema.

I pretty much like malay songs and movies and from the 80s - early 90s.

Isabella.
Oh Ibu.
Ali Setan.
Younger Jamal Abdillah! Whoah.

"Kau kekasih awal dan akhir.."
Fauziah Ahmad Daud's
"Cakap orang apa tu, cakap orang gila?!'
Jeffrey's
"Eh, jangan main tuduh-tuduh"
Tipah's
"Tipah tertipu, bang, Tipah tertipu!"

Ooh. Brings back the memories from my childhood days. :)

Anyway, the reason why I chose Jejak Idaman's lyrics to any other greater songs like Iklim's, Search's, Jamal Abdillah's is because:

Firdaus came over to my place the other day.
My father was at the living room and so were my sister and my brothers.
I was so excited to see Firdaus until I said: Oh kekasihku dah sampai! And sang,

"Oh sayang, engkaulah jejak idaman..."

its such a mentel song.

hehe.
EH. TAPI TAK DOSA APA, KAN?

Then my sister said:
Ah..Then Firdaus is my kekasih-in-law.
Then laugh & laugh.
What the fruit? Aper seh. Tak make any sense. Giler.

Then my father commented:
"Engkau (pointing at me) dgn engkau (pointing at my sister) dua-dua gila. Ikut mak kau."

Yeah, its true. My mom is the leader of all gilaness.
And I love her for her gilaness.

Wokay! Anyway, tonight theres Jam & Hop at the most happening place in Tampines.
-_-

I think I might be there with Firdaus and his friends including Adam, Suliani's bf. So I heard Suliani, Raudah and Khairiah are coming as well. Ive never seem them for quite a while so I guess Im looking forward to meet them tonight. :)

But Ive got a feeling Im not going to have much fun there coz *my girls* - Mel, Han, Nurul, Wani, Krystle, Shirin, Azad*haha* have other businesses to settle. If I dont really enjoy myself, I might cabot and watch the stars and the moon with Firdaus anywhere else, but TP.

:) I hope today will be a great day.

Bye!

Whoah.

2006-01-20T19:31:00.001+08:00

Heh.
I had FUN with my two favourite Minahs:
Nurul and Hannah.
The three of us volunteered to help Harveen with the Beyond O Levels Seminar. Nope, we didnt want the SEAL points that bad;
but we wanted to SKIP class, Miss Tirzah's class!

*Nyehehehe.*

The best part was we didnt really do anything because those Iguides did our duties. We ended up watching some lame shows (open house) until it started to rain. We ran into the auditorium and fooled around at the foyer till it was time to catch the BREAKDANCE that Mr Hua recommended us to watch. He really really feel that they are group of fantastic dancing monkeys.

Until I saw that guy. You know, THAT GUY.

The one I always see on the bus at 8ish every Monday and I think hes a bit cute, although he already has a girlfriend. Turns out he happens to be one of the memeber of the breakdance crew. Whoah nelly!

They entered the lift to basement and when they entered: Han action only ah:

Eh bang, bang, tunggu jap! Nombor nombor!!

It was a kekeking moment. Nurul was laughing like some mad woman that I saw at Geylang. I felt as though we were like those mentel lower secondary school girls drooling over upper sec boys because they wore long pants and have facial hair. Yikes.

We sneaked into the auditorium only to see three panelists on stage talking about further studies. From NTU, Temasek Poly and another guy representing Aussie Universities. Apa lagik? Carik chance ah tanya soalan cepu emas. :)

Question to NTU: GPA matters? Requirement? CCA?

Answer: GPA no, results must be majority As, some Bs, a few Cs. CCA 5%, for business school, interview.

Wow. I bet I cant make it. Haha. I have many Bs, some As and Zs and a few Cs. Haiz. We'll just see. I really hope that I can study further. ANYWHERE. SIM or SMU, or anything! I wish Mendaki will still provide me that 100% subsidy for my education(tuition fees). Pretty puh-please, I promise to study hard! Hmm. But I feel and believe that Firdaus's grades can make it. Should belah! You average A what! :)

Then, after so much talk about further studies, the breakforce crew (as they call themselves, performed on stage! It was really fantastic! THAT GUY did a spin. So talented. Overall, it wa san awesome performance and I really enjoyed it.

Wait Wait. Firdaus if you are reading this, which I doubt so, dont feel belittle because you dont have to breakdance to have a place in heart. You are just as good as you are now and I love you for who you are, really! There's nothing that I would change about you. You are perfect! Hes just some cute guy in the bus. HES no YOU, he's not even comparable to you! :)

Besides, I wouldnt want my boyfriend to be a dancer. :S I want someone who is simple, outgoing, funny and MUST be soccerplayer at least in primary school.
HAHA.

I love you and I will marry you, I will! Even before you ask me the question of my life!

Ok. Anyway, I told my mother I wanted to join Silat because its cool and I want to have this Srikandi feeling. *haha* And she goes:

GILA! Intan tu lembek, tangan dah lah macam gitu, nak masuk silat! Eeeehhh..tak boleh, TAK BOLEH!

:(

Eh. Where got? My arms ok what, just a little senget.

Some more they use more of the legs tau than the hands. And everyone knows I ve got gajah legs and I can kick a**es with my legs. Even Odip/Abang E/Kakak lost to me in wrestling becuase of my LEGS!

Please!!! I want to join silat. :(
Can somebody please talk to my mother?

2006-01-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

Goodbye YOU.

Syukur.

2006-01-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

I am done with my HRM Peer Teaching Notes.
Yeba Yeba! Alhamdulillah. :)

I am still working on my speech teaching notes.
Double boohoo. :(
I have to complete it latest by Thurday night because Miss Tirzah wants it by Friday!

On top of that, theres a project on i) speech, ii) manual. Grr.

I do hope my group can work together and produce quality work. :) Insya Allah.

I can do this. We can do this. YES!

I think I might be going to the National Library with Nurul tomorrow to find information for her part on Quality Work Life. She seems to be unable to find good books from the TP library. :S

I think Firdaus is struggling with his work too. I pray that he will be able to do well in his projects; and ultimately get gooood grades for the subjects. Im sure you can do it, darling. :)
You know Im always here to supprt you! Go Firdaus!

Actually Im a bit upset with myself these past few days. I really didnt spend so much time with my family and neither did I use any of my time to recite the Quran..only about a few times though- which is one of my primary goals this year. This is sad. Im always caught up with tonnes of workload. Staring at the computer, studying, writing...

Then, when I listened to Raihan's Syukur, it makes me feel a lot better tau.

Syukur itu banyak caranya
Taat beribadah, tekun berusaha
Saling membantu, berkasih sayang
Murah senyuman, hulur sedekah
Marilah kita beramal bersama
Rasa bersyukur kita suburkan

I know, tak related langsung. :P
But Im happy to learn that one of the ways of syukuring- is by working/studying hard. :)

Thank you, Allah. I love you.

Lets end this short kental entry with Bruce Lee's words:
Do not pray for an easy life, pay for the strength to endure a difficult one. :)

It's Star Like Priceless Jewels.

2006-01-18T17:03:00.000+08:00

How Great The Wonder Of The Heavens
And The Timeless Beauty Of The Night
How Great Then How Great The Creator?

And It's Star Like Priceless Jewels
Far Beyond The Reach Of Kings
Bow Down For The Shepherd Guiding Him Home

But How Many Eyes Are Closed To The Wonder Of This Night?
Like Pearls, Hidden, Deep Beneath A Dark Stream Of Desires
But Like Dreams Vanish With The Call To Prayer
And The Dawn Extinguishes Night - Here Too Are Signs
God Is The Light

How Great The Beauty Of The Earth And The Creatures Who Dwell On Her
How Great - Then How Great The Creator?
As Its Mountains Pierce The Clouds High Above The Lives Of Men
Weeping Rivers For Thousand Of Years

But How Many Hearts Are Closed To The Wonders Of This Sight?
Like Birds In A Cage, Assleep With Closed Wings
But Like Work Stops With The Call To Prayer
And The Birds Recite - Here Too Are Signs
God Is The Light, God Is The Light

How Great The Works Of Man And The Things He Makes
How Great, Then How Great The Creator?
Thought He Strives To Reach The Heavens He Can Barely Survive
The Wars Of The World He Lives In

Yet How Many Times He's Tried, Himself To Immortalize?
Like His Parents Before Him In the Garden Of Eden
But Like The Sunsets With The Call To Prayer
And Surrenders To The Night Here Too Are Signs
God Is The Light Everlasting

My Love.

2006-01-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time

Mustika Ratu.

2006-01-17T17:50:00.000+08:00

Wooohooo!

Alhamdulillah the test is over. :)
We have to write an article in less than two pages. It was quite shocking at first but I managed to collect myself and write smoothly. Alhamdulillah. :)

Now, I have other things to settle:

1) Portfolio [pcc]
2) Peer teaching Notes for HRM PBL2
3) Peer teaching Notes for speechwriting [cjp]

I hope I will be able to finish the above items by tonight.

I bought 3 tudungs: orange, white & purple at the Kedai Makcik that sells jamu, tudung, etc.
One of the makcik happened to be very nice to me. She was somehow, looking at me in a rather awkward manner; maybe even scrutinizing every single detail of my face.

Then, she said: "I used to be a skin specialist.I see you are having a bit of facial problems."

ahh yes, I do. In fact, its not a bit, its a major problem for me. HAahaahHAa.

Then she recommended me some Mustika Ratu products. :S
Im not sure if its gonna work out but it doesnt harm to give it a shot, right?

Yeah. my sister bought a milder one: some rose essence while I bought the cucumber ones. the worst type of acne problem will have to buy the limau nipis version. :)

i have been using garnier for the past few months so im not sure if the sudden change is going to cause any side effect on my skin.

hmm. i guess we'll just watch..and learn. :)

bye! gottadoooooo my work already!

CJP test?

2006-01-17T09:45:00.000+08:00

this is simply kental.

i have a test on CJP in about two hours' time but i have no idea how the structure/format of the test is going to be like. now, i am beginning to panic. i know, its my fault for not asking the tutor how its going to be like.

well, for now, i can either:

1) memorise the concepts
2) understand and try to apply the concepts

:S

oh dear, i guess i will have to do both.

anyway, ANA, if you are reading this, you are invited to:
Mel's birthday party on the 29th January 2006!
:)
Yes, that crazy goondoo friend of mine!

i hope you can make it, eh?

ok bye. i got to study!

I love my boyfriend.

2006-01-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

Oh.

And if anyone of you know anyone else by the name of syikin, shikin, syiqin..watever...
who wants to gatal and kacau my boyfriend, please inform me. i promise i will take my grandmother's parang or my great grandfather's senapang gajah and chop off your little mentel fingers for calling my boyfriend's hp and asking to kenal-kenal.

And also to the girl at the bus stop whop couldnt stop staring at my future husband. Stop it lah eh. My boyfriend very handsome I know but got so many other boys, you want my one?! Cannot!!!

Go FLY KITE, okay? :)

Tralalalala, lala, lala.

The story of the Kuih Bahulu.

2006-01-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

this is going to be a stupid short entry but i just want to write one coz i dont want to forget this.

here goes.

my cute boyfriend realised something extremely hilarious. he made my brothers, father and me laughed like madd cows in the living room last night.

You know ah, that time we walked at the East Link Mall got the kedai roti..dorang tak tahu spell kuih bahulu..they spelt it this way:

Kuih BULU.

Hahah. *Laugh until i cry.

Then ah..at Tampines Mart punye kedai roti..dorang spell kuih bahulu mcm gini:

Kuih BUALU.

HAHhahahHAhHAhaHAHhAhhaHAa.

Ok. I told u this entry is stupidly hilarious!

BYE!

Woohoo.

2006-01-14T11:44:00.000+08:00

this week is the most dramatic week - ever.
and no, uh-uh, its not because of the menstrual cramps.

thursday - han(tu) came over to my place and both of us worked on the newsletter. :)
it was pretty easy and actually, fun to play around with adobephotoshop but its time consuming. It took us almost eight hours to complete the whole newsletter.

My back hurt alot. I nearly cried. But Mama and Abah both massaged my back, and Im still in one good piece! No bones broken!

There were many hilarious messages that our groumates wrote especially Grace's comment about the Chronicles of Narnia's Aslan(lion):
"He's so man!"

Anyway, Han and I rushed through the project and left for the Auntie's shop. :)
Alhamdulillah Syukur its finally over! (I love you, God.) To produce a quality newsletter, of course $$$ must come out of the pocketlah. Twentyfive dollars. :)

friday - comm skills was fun, fun, fun! i simply love mrs d-cruz. "She's so woman!" Haha. she just understands how teenagers feel and know how to add in humour at the right time. and i told her something ... that corp comm workload is toooooooo much and,and, and...

miss tirzah kengoo is my favourite tutor.

I wonder if shes gonna tell her.

Han +Nurul + Me went to the Auntie Shop again to collect our work! I am so happy!

Firstly, Id like to thank God for everthing, especially for giving me health and energy to carry out my work (newsletter). I really love you,I do!

Secondly, to Han for being a wonderful sidekick. Without her, this newsletter would never have existed.

Thirdly, my groupmates. Although we are not so united, I think all of us make enough effort to contirbute to the newletter.

Last but not least, my parents for loving me and massaging me! :)

"I should be so lucky, lucky, lucky, lucky..." singing Kylie's Lucky. :P

Well, who wouldnt be so happy? Our 8 hours or hardwork paid off! The newsletter is such a great accomplishment!! :)

During the consultation with my favourite tutor, she said our work was good! But there were some errors and Han+I must do necessary amendments. Who else? None of the groupmates know how to use adobephotoshop. :( Its pretty unfair but who says life is fair, anyway?

I hope Kelly Services will use my brochure although its black. Because its nice and I like it so I dont care. :)

After class, Han very naughty skipped the lecture to meet her BOO, leaving me, Nurul and Khai to attend the resume and interviewing tips lecture conducted by Kelly's Mr Pillay.

so stupid lah. should have skipped also. never take attendance. somemore all the things he said are all covered during comm skills. and he dare asked:

who, among all of you here, have attempted to make your own cv?

Oi. all of us got do alreadylah. Waste my time only come here.

Because I thought of such mean things and not appreciate his efforts to share his tips, God decided to punish me by giving me migraines and I had to stay at home while mama+abah+kakak+umar jalan2 at TM and makan at baliThai. :(

I slept. Only to wake up at 8. ahh. Feels fresh but one side of my brain is still throbbing and i still feel the migraine pain. Then I realised : OH! I didnt have my afternoon nap, and neither did I have a proper meal. Patutlah masuk angin!

But I had no time to eat or even take medicine coz Kakak forced me to dress up to catch a movie: The Family Stone. And of course, kekasihku yang amatku kasihi *heh* also ikut. :)

The family stone is very much Love Actually - inspired. About love during christmas and stuff. Even the designs of the poster were the same. Red and White, family pictures in squares..so unoriginal. The humour was not so good, except the makciks behind us who made us luff like sick retards especially Kakak. The Makcik just didnt have a clue what the story is all about.

There was this one scene that shows a bus approaching and they commented: "Ah, bus datang, bus datang!"

Kakak couldnt control herself anymore and burst into laughter and Abang E knocked her head very hard. haha. The makciks liked to say the obvious and laughed at the wrong scenes. Its hilarious.

On the way home, I wanted to muntah. So I didnt really talk much until Kakak asked: Asal diam? Berak kepe? :S

I couldnt stand it. I was just thinking of puking at that moment. And yes, I did muntah. Muntah air coz I didnt eat anything the whole day except the not-so-nice mee goreng at As-shalihin that I only ate about 3 forkful!

Mama wanted me to eat but there was no foooooood at all. So Kakak ordered me a cheeseburger, 6 pieces of nuggets, mcchicken and fries. Well, I ate only 2 pieces of nugget, 2 tabs of panadol and a glass of water. Off to bed. :)

Now, Im feeling ok. Alhamdulillah. Fresh, healthy, happy, whole. I can never be better. :)

I feel loved!

warm and bright.

2006-01-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

dancing in the moonlight.

:)

:)

2006-01-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

my two busuk heroes that i miss plenty plenty.

OI.

2006-01-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION MR FIRDAUS SA'ADON!

COME HERE LAH, YOU!

I MISS YOU LIKE MAD WOMAN
HAVING MENSTRUAL CRAMPS.

:(

no.

2006-01-10T15:58:00.000+08:00

so much for the afterglow.

$2.

2006-01-09T16:15:00.000+08:00

Yey yey, besok raya. :)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha kepada semua.

As we all know, Aidiladha is the "pilgrimage seasaon" and a time to commemorate the sacrifice made by Prophet Abraham's. But it is also time for us to renew our resolutions and try to improve on our Taqwa.

So my resolution for this year is actually simple, I just want to be more open to others and change the way I present myself. Last year, I think I might have given people the impression that Im not sociable at all. I guess this year, I want to be friendlier and try to like everyone around me. :)

So what does it has got to do with Taqwa? Well, although Taqwa means the fear of Allah, I believe it also includes LOVE, RESPECT and TRUST.

Not only for God, but the people, the animals, the society I am surrounded by.

Since Im living in a multiracial society, I might as well appreciate the diversity of cultures that God has created for me. ITs beautiful. Why make enemies? Even Nabi Muhammad S.A.W lived within a community of Christians and Jews.

Today is the start. I went to the auntie shop. yes, finally. The auntie could barely speack a word of English. Shes's a CHINA woman. It used to frustrate me bad but today, I tried to be extra nice.

And it all went ok even though she printed the brochure on the wrong side due to miscommunication. She charged me for it. Total was 13.00. Its ok. Ive got seven group members and they are going to have to pay me $2. Heh. :P

Im having badd menstrual cramps again. It costs me 5 hours of nap! HAHA.
I guess Im rushing through my work tonight. :)

Dont expect any more entries for today!

Tata and Selamat Hari Raya!

Alonso.

2006-01-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

I am beginning to have this weird habit.

I tend to do little little things in between stuff. Like grabbing snacks from the fridge, surfing other websites, talking about Alonso's superb last minute goal(woohoooo) over and over again, watch tv (soccer) with my brothers+father, watch another tv (sappy soap dramas) with my mother, blog, and read some nice books I just bought.

But Alhamdulillah, I managed to complete most of my work for Sunday (according to previous entry's) and hopefully, I can resume the rest after blogging. And Yeay, Sunday's work done and I can still sleep for at least 8 hours tonight. Yipppee.

:)

I wasted about an hour today for going to the Auntie Shop to print my article and it was closed. :( But I think I had fun. Firdaus accompanied me to the shop and we walked in the rain. It was very pleasant and the rain made the journey very..romantic. I know, Im a bit kookoo. Dont know why it felt so magical. I guess its been a long time since the both of us walked together. It felt like those secondary school days when Firdaus waited for me patiently at the void deck while Mama forced me to eat my Koko Crunch and demanded me to gulp the whole mug of Milo she made for me.

Ahh.. The walk to Dunman Secondary at 7.05a.m every weekday.
Its MY walk to remember.

When I reached home, I realised that Im the luckiest girl in the world. :)

Wanna know why?
Coz im not working at Burger Kings!

Hahha. Instead, Im at HOME and I can sit while doing my work! I do not have to stand and serve, wear the ugly uniform and flip the burgers! No 7-5 boring routine job!

Instead, I have unique and interesting problems to solve!
And most importantly, "my office" is in my house!That means I have Mama! Yeah. I can rest anytime I want. I can set my own pace and have my own schedule!

Isnt that splendid? Im very happy.

Smile for me, everyone. :)
You should smile too if you are not working at Burger Kings.

Heh. Oklah. I better resume my work!

Oh wait. I would like to dedicate this entry to Xabi Alonso for making my day too for the last goal! It was fabulous and extremely entertaining. :)

Ok bye!

Believe ME.

2006-01-08T10:33:00.000+08:00

It took me exactly three hours to write a new article for my individual assignment and another hour to paste nicely into adobephotoshop. Alhamdulillah, one work is done. I have asked Abang E and Firdaus to check for errors but I still need Kakak to help me with it because she always have interesting ideas that can enhance the appeal of my article. Thank you.

What's left to do?
MANY MANY!
But I kind of like doing what Im doing. :)
I realized that I didnt even mind re-doing the article!
Im doing great, Miss Tirzah!

But Intan, you badly need to have an organizer. You should organize what you want to do on Sunday & Monday because Tuesday & Wednesday are our group's personal dateline.

Ok. Here goes. Bismillahir-ir-Rahman-ir-Rahim.

Sunday

>Complete Brochure for Kelly Services
>Print out individual article
>Take leaflet from Auntie Shop for Xiu Qin
>Complete two group articles for newsletter

Monday

>Research on proposal
>Complete it
>Go to library and grab some books for HR(Communication between management & employee)

Tuesday

>Hand in proposal to Xiu Qin and Grace to compile proposal
>Start on individual speech research
>Make some note for HR
>Research on Comm Skills Problem 2 (Arab Culture)

Wedenesday

>Hand in the two group articles to Han
>Make MORE notes for HR
>Complete Comm Skills (both Problem 2 and Business Correspondence)

Thursday

> Design a newsletter
>Compile all groupmates's articles into a newsletter

Friday
DONE! :)

I am only human. I can only pray that this plan will go smoothly, Insya Allah.
Only God decide if all my plans will work out. Its all up to him.
So God, please give me the strength to complete all my tasks on time and good health to carry them out.
I need you. :)

I love you.

And to the rest of my groupmates even though only Han reads this,
I love you too! We can do this! Lets do the best that we can and Im sure we can produce better newsletter than TP's!
Believe in yourselves!
:P

Ok bye.

Just readla.

2006-01-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

I think this is an interesting read.

There are people who think that “a perfect Muslim” is simply one who is correct in the observance of the salah (ritual Prayer), the fasting, the zakah (payment of a certain portion of one’s wealth to the poor), and the Hajj (pilgrimage to Makkah). This indeed is not the case. If the ritual observances do not help the person to be humble, virtuous and truly God-fearing, then he or she is not a real Muslim. A Muslim should be good and just in dealing with others, no matter their religion, and take special care to keep away from all the shameful and sinful things Allah (God) has forbidden.

We can summarize the teachings of Islam about the Muslim character succinctly in this form:

Be truthful in everything, don’t lie.

Be sincere and straightforward, don’t be hypocritical.

Be honest, don’t be corrupt.

Be humble, don’t be boastful.

Be moderate, don’t be excessive.

Be reserved, don’t be garrulous.

Be soft-spoken, don’t be loud.

Be refined and gentle in speech, don’t curse and use foul language.

Be loving and solicitous to others, don’t be unmindful of them.

Be considerate and compassionate, don’t be harsh.

Be polite and respectful to people, don’t be insulting or disrespectful.

Be generous and charitable, don’t be selfish and miserly.

Be good natured and forgiving, don’t be bitter and resentful.

Share and be content with what Allah has given you, don’t be greedy.

Be cheerful and pleasant, don’t be irritable and morose.

Muslims should be loving to each other

Be chaste and pure, don’t be lustful.

Be alert and aware of the world around you, don’t be absent-minded.

Be dignified and decent, don’t be graceless.

Be optimistic and hopeful, don’t be cynical or pessimistic.

Be confident and have deep faith, don’t be doubtful and wavering.

Be spiritually oriented and not materialistic.

Be confident of the mercy of Allah, don’t be despairing and lose heart.

Be diligent and vigilant of your duties, don’t be negligent.

Be thankful to Allah and constantly pray to Him, don’t be forgetful of His innumerable blessings.

from: islamonline.net

i think...i must try harder, especially the highlighted ones..

Thank you for...

2006-01-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

Just for fun, I want to thank you to those who have made my day!

Mama: making "tv-watching" such a fun family activity.

Firdaus (boyfriend): motivating me.

Chiko: being so cute.

Firdaus (friend): checking my grammatical errors.

AbangE: giving me ideas for the assignment.

Han: being a great groupmate.

Chicken: tasting so good.

Allah: all the love around me.

Myself: appreciating all the love I have.

:)

Peace & Love.

Fixed.

2006-01-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

"The measure of a man is the way he bears up under misfortune." Plutarch.

Im fixed. :)

Never Say Die.

2006-01-07T10:29:00.000+08:00

READ THE QUESTION PROPERLY! YOU DID NOT READ IT PROPERLY!?

Tell me, oh people, is it logically and ethically appropriate to shout and humiliate a student in in front of the whole class? How can you, with a minimum masters qualification, NOT have any idea that it is entirely WRONG?

No people skill and obviously, no communication skills, how could you be a tutor???

If I were a tutor, I probably be like Mrs Khairiah/Mrs Thomas who would kindly tell me personally that I have to re-do my work with a gentle tone.

If a student has to re-do an assignment, I would tell him in the nicest way so he will be more willing to do so even is even if he is a bit reluctant. Isnt that logical? If the student is scolded, he/she would most probably retaliate and would be totally pissed.

I guess its true, its an advantage being a married woman who has children as she might know how to handle teenagers better.

Well everyone, my tutor Miss Tirzah Kengoo who is probably 40+ but is still a MISS, reprimanded me for choosing a secondary source to write about an article. She did not clearly explain that we have to write based on a primary source, neither did she say we have to conduct interview.

And oh people, you should know me well. If I know I am right, I will always fight. Kata ikut mak, selalu tak nak kalah. Besides, siapa sey suka kalah?! My mama must be proud of me.

(Oh by the way, I am ok with re-do ing the whole thing BUt being shouted at is what made me pissed.)

I was in my baju kurung and tudung. I was supposed to be extra mild and sopan santun but it didnt stop me from shouting back at her (at the same volume level she used on me).

Then, she simply replied: I will check with the subject leader.
I said: Thank you.

THEN, my mama's face appeared on my mind:
"kau bodoh! kalau kau buat dia marah, dia cam kau, mesti dia tak kan kasi kau markah bagus walaupun kau bagus nak mampos."

Oh sh*t.

Oh well, nvmla mama. I guess its fated that I have to shout at her back. Maybe she learn something new today. Nottomesswithme. Besides, shes a bloody kafirun and I am not scared of her even if she threatened to give me an F. I think God created her just to test my patience. Somehow, I think Ive managed it quite well.She may have the power to bring me down but then, I will never let anything bring me down.

See? Im exactly like my mother. Never say die and a kick ass attitude.

Dia.

2006-01-05T11:43:00.000+08:00

So Dia's back. :D

Yebayeba. Dia's cekik darah and siapa yang ada darah tinggi, tak digalakkan menonton sinetron ini. Haha. Its true that evil only triumph when the good does nothing. Fifi and Susi are damn good at being bad and Dia, Eka and that stupid girl, Dwi didnt stop them. Ergh.

But yeah, its fun to watch Dia and expecting Fifi to go down, down, down, which is probably going to be a long time from now.

Anyway, Fifi (Sheny Andrea) acting in Black Magic as a young Thai woman who was raped and then experienced a bad death. She was one of the leading actress in the movie. :) Hope there are better prospects for her in America (Black Magic is a good start; although it seemed to be kinda low budget) compared to her baddd treatment by the locals in Indonesia (thrown stones and spit at) due to her (mcm real) acting skills.

So ermphh. 66 1/2 over 100 fore Human Reesource Project. Is that a C? How baddd is that? Its 40 bloody percent. I guess we all need to work harder for the next PBL and maybe have to work even harder for the exams ya. :) Dont give up.

Ok. I gotta work on my Corp Comm. Final touches and OFF to Auntie's shop to print them out! YebaYeba.

Tomorrow's a Friday and after Friday, its the whooopppieee weekend, babe!! Enjoy!

Ok Bye.

Kiss.

2006-01-03T06:27:00.000+08:00

Hello 2006.

It is now time to kiss the rules goodbye.

What to expect in year 2006:

1) Odip's 'O' Level results.
2) SAT - studying.
3) More "fun-filled" projects.
4) Attachment at Kelly Services - Year 3 Sem 2.

5) Real Attachment - Holiday Break after Year 3 Sem 2.

6) Seif Umar & Nurul Dianah talk & walk!
7) My 19th Birthday.
8) Firdaus's license and new Bike!
9) Da Vinci Code - The Movie.
10) Oasis - Live in Singapore.

What to do in year 2006:

1) What else? Study lor! Study smart; not hard.
2) Eat less, exercise more. Stay healthy.
3) Put all my might into project works.
4) Stay alert and be less forgetful.
5) Dont get too frustrated and sad over what people say. Learn to ignore.
6) Have a splendid and unforgettable birthday.
7) Do more volunteering work (at home/outside).
8) SMILE more. :)
9) Make new friends. (this is going to be tough.)
10) Be a wonderful Muslim, daughter, sister, auntie, girlfriend, ermm..friend?

Insya Allah. :)

Nyonya.

2006-01-02T11:41:00.000+08:00

Corp Comm Progressive test is tomorrow.
Ive not even read anything yet and I have less than 24 hours to prepare for it?

I guess Im not having any other plans today.

Last night, Abang Naz belanje-ed us [Mama, Abah, Odip, Kakak, Abg Najeeb, Seif Umar] at Yassalam at Bedok. It was lovely! I had Chicken Cutlet and bought a Kebabom for my late night snack. heh. There was a mini pasar malam at Bedok so I bought a few PJs. :) Abang Naz felt the pattern I chose was very nyonya but heck, I just love flower patterns.

heh.

Bad day.

2005-12-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today is a bad day.
Ok sorry, maybe not so bad.
Because a bad day is like the day Fuddy died because a stupid car go and lenyek him on the road, the day Chomot suffocated her own kitten while breastfeeding and the day White Sayang...went missing.

:(

I hope all my former cats are happy and healthy. I love you all and may Allah protect you from all harm. And May Chiko live up to 18 years like Shirin's grandmother's cat. But at the rate he is going, Im having a little bit of doubt.

Anyway, my handphone is killing me. I cant charge it. Theres something wrong with it. Firdaus scolded me for not taking care of it. Then...I cried in my room. :( I told Abang E about it and he agreed with Firdaus that I am so careless.

After so many tears, Firdaus accompanied me to the Starhub Shop but the guy that checked my phone said there was nothing wrong with it. How could it be? Impossible!I tried to charge it again at home and guess what? Boleh charge lah!. :)

Alhamdulillah. I thought the port in my phone gone kookoo already. Much ado about nothing, huh? Yeah...didnt know Im so kental.

Hahaha.

Met Mr Ng Wee Kiang and we discussed about the BBQ plan tomorrow. He's still the same. So funny and full of nonsense.

Tomorrow Roddy+Wilson+Bukhari+Alfian+Wee Kiang+Firdaus+ME! will prepare the food and other BBQ stuff at Bukhari's place. How splendid.

I called them and they said: Ok. Boleh. Sembarang. Set. Ok go. :)

But I think I made someone rather unhappy. I called Bukh's handphone. I thought HE would pick it up but his MOM answered. It was already 1130 PM! His mum sounded a little bit irritated and asked for my name. Im sorry. I didnt mean to disturb anyone but its really an urgent matter and I need help for the BBQ and your son happens to be a very responsible person in class. :(

Oh well, but shes a nice lady. :) She calls me "Chairman" during hari raya and we always have something to talk about. I hope she understands...

Anyway, my boyfriend and I headed to Mustafa Centre after the mini discussion to get two nice tops for Firdaus! This New Balance polo shirt with a letter N, for NADIAH!!! and the regular Nike T shirt that has the small cute patches on. He looks good with anything lah this boyfriend of mine. :)

Okie docks. I hope tomorrow will be a great day and I hope many will turn up for the BBQ. :)

LOVE YOU!

Ok Bye,

2005-12-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

Busy. :)

Corporate Communication:

Two articles + Leaflet.

Ok bye.

Nobody's gonna love me better.

2005-12-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

RHRA AND MER was quite smooth, Alhamdulilah. Not very confident; but I was able to answer all the questions. Both questions are kind of straight-forward and unlike the others, my answers were very short and simple. SWEET! Left the electure theatre at about 40. Heh.

I do not wish to change my answers at the last minute anymore and make myself panic when I turn to Corrine or Khai who got a sh*tload to crap. Gosh. Nah..just joking. They must have memorized or studied sooooo much on human resource. :) I bet you guys will do well. If you guys dont score, they must be something seriously wrong with the marking scheme.

Anyway, after taking the test, saw a bunch of fun people at the bench: Azad, Xavier and Harveen. Harveen was telling everyone her answers and comparing them with Xavier's. Haha. So different from mine. Azad was beginning to crazy panic and keep on asking me: SO HOW??

Haha. I just smiled at Harveen for being so confident and open with her answers. Not wanting to open my mouth and debate about the answers to the HR test, I left immediately to help Kakak out with some stuff at her place.

FUN FUN FUN! Cleaned her fridge. So sad. Found cold, hard marble cake and those rainbow cakes that have turned bad. If I had known earlier, I would have gobbled all the cakes during the Hari raya period. Sayangnya, buang buang makanan. :(

We left for Sakura's only after doing our Maghrib. "We" refers to Kakak, Abang Najeed, Seif Umar, Abang E, Odip, Firdaus, Abah and Mama. :)

Best...

Tomorrow I will have to go to school at 12 for my corporate communication project. I think I might need to rush through my work tonight. I do not exactly know what Im supposed to do actually but I think the meeting is gonna be a short one.

IT HAS to be short because I have wonderful plans with Kakak and maybe, Mama. :)

Okiedocks. :) Happy Holidays.
Finally! A week of freedom. Go jalan-jalan with my boyfriend!!! Yeba yeba.

Decide.

2005-12-21T03:05:00.000+08:00

Divine intervention or excellent workmanship?
You decide.

Only Fools Rush.

2005-12-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

Kakak has recently kind of giving me hints that it is now time for me to put on the tudung.
Oh well, she wore hers at 19 and Im expected to wear one, latest, by next year too. :)
Insya Allah.

Wearing a tudung is not as simple as it looks. Once a minah tudung, always a minah tudung.
Being a minah tudung means you have to act like a lady. We cant laugh out loud, snort and do , write, talk nonsense anytime anywhere. We have to be cautious about what we do because we will be exemplary muslimahs. Mama encouraged me to wear only when my heart "sudah terbuka" which is quite different from some of my friend's parents: when they reached puberty.
I think "the right time" is nearing because I just feel like a different person these past few days. Not that suddenly I feel the presence of a halo above my head, but I just feel enlightened to be a better muslim.

Well,I thought it would be kind of hard for my boyfriend to accept me wearing one. But then, my boyfriend does not even mind when I met him with my baju tidur and tak mandi. It suddenly hit me that he is the right one; he does not really care about how I appear on the outside (I wear nice nice he doesnt care, I wear anyhow also he shut up) but more of what is inside of me. :)

I love you too, Firdaus.

Actually, Ive been wanting to wear a tudung since I entered polytechnic; but at times, I thought it would be a bit awkward to make my presentations with a tudung on; you know; people might stereotype me. And I reckon I wouldnt go far in the business industry because many companies might not accept me because of the veil that wraps my aurat.

Now, I realised (as Im older, and wiser) that it doesnt matter at all. Doesnt matter what they(kafir) say because their purpose of life is completely different from mine. All I want is love, faith and strength. I hope God will protect me and help me in my own little Jihads.

I realised that many of us (including me) sometimes, have neglected some very important duties in our life as muslims and at times, forgotten the purpose of our lives. We are so busy with our work life, for me tonnes of HR books and notes (in which I doubt will be useful for me in the hereafter) and left my Quran untouched for quite a while. Went to school everyday for lectures but fail to step into mosque for religious lectures thats happening every now and then.

Haiz. I am sorry. I have prioritized all the wrong things.

I think it is now time for me to put them in proper order.
:)

God is Great and I love Him so.

Us.

2005-12-20T12:19:00.000+08:00

The finest years I ever knew
Were all the years I had with you

Lifted.

2005-12-20T10:36:00.000+08:00

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes

No meaning.

2005-12-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

When I am given tasks (i like), I will always try to do it dengan bersungguh-sungguh dan penuh keikhlasan. It has alwasy been "my style". Im not exactly "praising" myself here.

Because if I dont really like the tasks being assigned to me, I would really push it aside and pretend it never existed. Thats the problem with me. I really dont know how to overcome this. I have always believed that without passsion and sincerity, things can never work out.

Like for example, MY classic example, begin a part of Business Ambassadors. Its not bringing me anywhere. One minute of meeting is like a thousand years in hell.You can put me in an art class with unlimited supplies of acrylic paints and canvas and I can draw from dawn till dusk. See, its all about passion and sincerity.

Why sincerity? If are not sincere about what we do, we will always produce the shoddiest of work. Even small little details looks perfect if we carry it out with sincerity.

You feeling me?
You just need sincerity, passion and endless enthusiasm.

I think Im talking nonsense.Oh well. see, I dont really like people who sweeps the floor and hides the habuk under the permaidani.Sweeping the floor also got technique you know.

I think my entry today contains no intelligible meaning so I better stop.

Bye! :)

Its ok.

2005-12-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

I just told Firdaus that consistency in everything (especially studies) is important during one of our MSN conversations.

Well, we all know of Liverpool's 11 successive clean sheet until tonight. :(

Mineiro broke the record. *pulls the trigger*

Its like getting As for class tests and failing badly for the final exams.

But to fail this because the teacher(referree) favours the other kid more than you simply sucks.
I mean, its not THAT obvious that the referree was one-sided but puh -lease lah eh, Sinama Pongolle's NOT an offside lah...KAYU LAH, you.

Such disappointement on Stevie's face makes me feel like tapping his back and say:

ITs alright! Its OK! I still love you anyway!! Muaks!

:)

Best.

2005-12-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

Im currently working on a flyer for Kelly Services.
Sungguh Best Sekali!
Im planning to create something very different and unique. I do not know why Im so enthusiastic or SUPER ON with anything that has got to do with Corp Comm but when it comes to Human Resource, my thoughts just drift away to something else, my hands become itchy and start doodling on the paper.

AND SO MUCH OF SAYING(during the interview):

I choose to become a HR Officer because I do not have that much passion in Corp Comm.

Tahi-Kerbau. (Direct translation of Bullsh*t)!!

I was revising on the topic of Industrial Relations and one issue that puzzles me most is that:
Singaporeans under any union may go on strike; but have to seek permission from MOM.

Wahlau eh. I dont have and dont want to elaborate this matter any further.

Now, I am officially fed up with Human Resource Management.

But I still have to study anyway because the only paper I have to take during the Mid Sem Test Week is RHRA & MER.

Boo to da HOO!

Okie docks. Gotta get back to the flyer. :)

Ok bye.

I like you.

2005-12-18T12:23:00.000+08:00

Its beauty that captures your attention;
personality which captures your heart.

Do you have to let it linger?

2005-12-18T01:34:00.000+08:00

You know I’m such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger?

Flavour of the week.

2005-12-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

Its either

1) Motorola's handphone software is damn kental
2) My computer just sucks
3) I just cannot get the internet connection in my room

OR

4) All of the above.

:(

I cant upload the photos! So this is entry will be photoless! Haiz. Boohoo. This is sad! Ive got tonnes of fun photos tau. Nevermind lah, I will try to describe the "happenings" of this week in greater details, then.

Well, I am now using my brother's pc. Its pretty difficult to type. His keyboard is bloody weird and nerve-wracking.To make it worse, its just made of pure rubber and you know how much i hate anything that has got to do with erasers. Yucks.

Im so ngada ngada. Shoot me lah.

Anyway. :)

My brother, Abang Naz, loves me very much that he bought for me an MP3 player at Best Denki! Woohoo. No no. Not Ipod or Creative; its Samsung!

Well, its love at first sight, really. Small and white..like the highlighter in my pencil case. Only 1GB of storage space, but its ok! Why do I need so many songs for? Besides, its pretty convenient for me to transfer/tukar songs daily.

Firdaus, I dont really see why you need 40GB of storage space. You travelling from Pasir Ris to Tampines or Pasir Ris to Cape Town by bus? *dengan jelingan yang memanggil tamparan*

We went to Best Denki at Plaza Singaura because Kakak wanted to get the Exercise Bicycle for a dollar. Tetapi, stoknya sudah habis. Sungguh hampa. Its ok Kakak, just not your rezeki.

Speaking of hampa, there was this *bangsa dia* lady, [ shoulder length hair, quite plump, with three quarter pants and a really faded Giordano T sirt that must have at least been worn 1000 times], who was really upset about it too.

She demanded to see the manager and guess who was the manager!!

You know, the Best Denki commercial, the Japanese guy that bows and greets!! :)
So happy! He looks like a nice guy but cant speak English that well.

Oh. Lets get back to the obnoxious woman.

woman: you know i bought the shaver for 100+ so i can get the exercise bicycle!
(showing a face like want to smack)

mrdenki: (nods)

woman: I didnt know its first come first serve basis. Your staff has asked me to wait here for so long. Ive been standing here for half an hour for the mp3 too.

mrdenki: (giving a sympathetic look)

woman: I also didnt know that theres balloting for the mp3 player! How come theres only 10 pieces?? I want an explanation!

mrdenki: (walks away)

I think MrDenki just couldnt speak English or he just felt he shouldnt be wasting time talking to an insane woman. :P

Seriously ah woman, please accept the fact that is just NOT your LUCK to bring home the stupid bicycle. AND the mp3 can only store 128 MB. Whats the big deal? Go Sim Lim Square and you can get it for less than a hundred.

Its not surprising that the no shame woman stayed till 11 for the balloting. Kental sey. Dah marah-marah abe still want to stay in the store. Not satisfied, complain to CASE lah. :S

And YiPPIEEE. Guess what? She didnt get the mp3 lah! Padan muka. Neninenipoopoo.

HAHAHA. So evil.

OH! Abang Naz bought Sony's cybershot digital camera with 8.1 mega pixel too. :) Hope he can lend it to me so i can upload better quality photos in my blog.

Kakak bought Aibi's treadmill, a gym ball and a fitness belt? I hope you will be happy working out and hopefully, be able to slim down and tone your body! :)

After so much shopping, we went to KTM for some good food! The atmosphere there is really different now after the place has been renovated. Now, there are so many teenagers hanging out drinking teh and smoking on Shisha?Sisha? sheesa? Looks kinda fun to be able to hang out at night with all their friends. I wonder when's my turn to be abe to go out at night with my friends? I guess...NEVER...dont you remember? I dont have any friends. AHHAAH.

OH!Last week, Izzi+ Mimi+ Shafiqah+ Kakak+Umar+ ME, went to Escape Theme Park! It was damn GEREK but one person didnt really enjoy it.You know how Seif Umar HATES 20cent rides?! Upon seeing those huge machines with screaming teenagers on them, he cried!! HAHAAH. As a result, Abang najeeb had to take him home while we girls had our bit of fun! My all time favourite is the VIKING! REALLY!

If only Firdaus was a abit more creative.. He could have brought me to Escape on our first date and I would have vowed to marry him straight away! Escape is such a fun place. Somebody, anybody, please take me there- AGAIN!!

Oh no I cant go out. Mid Sem test's next week. Ive got to study extra hard for HR!

OH School. School. School.

Corp Comm's almost done.
HR's Problem 1 completed, Alhamdulillah.
Comm Skill's Problem 1 completed, Alhamdulilah.

OKIEDOCKS.

OH! 4D's BBQ "party" is on the 31 of December. Woohoo. Im overall in charge I guess. Who else? Its hard being the class chairperson you know. but thank god I have a nice group of committe members and very understanding and suportive classmates that are willing to help out. I really love you guys and hope to see you SOON!!!

*HUgS*

My Friday.

2005-12-16T17:08:00.000+08:00

UPDATING!

I had my interview just now.I tried to be calm and composed but my mouth could not seem to stop uttering rubbish.

R-U-B-B-I-S-H

But Alhamdullillah, most of my observers said I did quite well and
they would hire me!

I have many photos to upload and tonnes of events to update.I will do it in my next entry, though.

Maybe tomorrow. :)

For now I think i need to enjoy my Friday!!!

Hoping to get something at the sale at Plaza Singapura with Kakak!

OKIE DOCKS.

BYE!

LOTSA LOVE.

Where were you?

2005-12-11T14:55:00.000+08:00

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?

FOCUS.

2005-12-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

Focus Nadiah, FOCUS!

I have no idea why I cant seem to concentrate on my projects this semester. The problems are all scattered and jumbled up and I have to organize it neatly and come out with alternative solutions.

Thank god I have done that.

The completion of this project is nearing. I just need to do the finishing touches and add the necessary infomation but I just cant seem to focus and stay still in front of the computer. Some things are distracting me. Some unimportant things that I cant seem to recognize. I am just mentally distracted. I just dont know how to handle it. This is not only killing me, but killing time too.

Promised Han that I would email all the documents by tomorrow.

Come on Nur Nadiah Binte Junadi. You can do it.
You want good grades, you've got to work hard for it.

OK!!

I can do this.

Yes I can.

Yes, Ill do it.- LATER.

Anyway, I had a nightmare last night. I think I have forgotten to say my prayers before jumping into bed. Or maybe, like Mama said; "Tak cuci kaki!"

I was on a bus with my boyfriend. The sky turned dark, greying the atmosphere and then suddenly, a tremendously HUGE bird (i think its an eagle) with a pair of extremely powerful wings flew above us. It was ... bloooodcurdling.

I could not remember what happened after that. :S
But I was bloody petrified and I curled up to my boyfriend to hide from IT.

:S

Whatever "message" its supposed to contain, i hope it has got nothing to do with...
the end of days.
I do not know why I always experience kiamat-like dreams.
Its scary.

Ya Allah, please protect me..
from all harm.

FOR NOW, though, I....

HAVE TO. MUST. COMPULSORY. MANDATORY. For me to complete my work by 2 p.m.

BYE!

What a Wonderful World.

2005-12-10T20:18:00.000+08:00

Where should I begin?

Didnt go to class last friday due to "Menstrual Cramp".
Actually, I didnt feel like going to school because I do not want to stress myself further.Worked so hard and I just needed some time off. Nurul and Azad didnt go to class too. What a coincidence. Hope Mrs D Cruz and Mrs Kengoo didnt find that fishy.

Anyway, spent my time with my sister and Umar. :)
Thay accompanied me to the clinic. How sweet.

Do I look like Im sick? No?

"Intan, sekali sekala takpelah..heheheh."

Yippeeee.

Char Kuey Sotong at Kampung Chai Chee is compulsory!

"Can I have some Bandung please?"

Look at Seif Umar! Cute kan!

"Dont I look like a girl? "

I feel very guilty for not to school yesterday. I didnt use my time to do my project or rest at home. Instead, i was out the whole day. :S

Went out to the movies with my boyfriend dearest later that evening.

Dressing up for the movie date! The movie was pure crap but I really enjoyed the company of Firdaus.:)

I love you. i love you. I love you!

Afterwards, Kakak called and invited us to Swensen's at Crown Prince Hotel. Didnt jalan jalan much at town because it was really late and Umar needed his sleep.

It was a WICKED friday and I hope I can do it AGAIN next week! HAHAHA.

For now, I got to resume my HR and hopefully, complete it by tonight. Insya Allah.

Ok BYE!

Yeba Yeba.

2005-12-08T00:28:00.001+08:00

My boyfriend likes Gavin DeGraw's "Follow Through". It must have some meanings to it right?

So, since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
You to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I'm holding here in my fire
This is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it?
You're so hypnotic on my heart

Actually Im in love with it too. :)

I think its about being serious in a relationship and try to stick with each other no matter what happens. Lovely, isnt it?

Most songs on the radio talks about wanting to steal your boyfriends, shaking that booty and such. Eg: Shake your body like a belly dancer? Well, I heard that in SCHOOL just now! "Dont you wish ur gf was hot like me" song and I heard there's a new Ashley Simpson songs that is somewhere along that line. :S

Now that I feel really blessed because love is all around me, I just would like to say THANK YOU to the Almighty. I love you! And for making my day (that I thought would turn out bad) ok. :)

Anyway, promised dearest Cheryl a Christmas gift. No, I dont celebrate Christmas. I just thought she needs a little cheering up. I bet she feels lonely over there, going to class with foreign classmates. It must have sucked gigantic time. But she told me she actually enjoys going to school because shes scoring As. :D IM HAPPY If YOU'RE HAPPY, CHERYL!

Okiedocks. I gotta resume my work.

I hope tomorrow would be a lovely day for me and everyone!

OK BYE!

Friendless?

2005-12-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

I miss Firdaus already. :(

I miss the old times when we could share our notes.
I miss the 2002 music hits on 98.7 Fm.
I miss wearing my uniform that has paint stains all over.
I miss Firdaus waiting for me downstairs so we could go to school together.
I miss my friends. I miss Fariszan.
How come things cant be the way they used to be?
Is it really time to grow up? Why is everything moving so fast?

I wish I could just close my eyes and count to ten
and poof. - Im 15 again.

Actually, im sad. I dont know why. Maybe this is what they call PMS. :S
Oh I know. Maybe because I didnt get to meet my boyfriend for one day already.
Oh no. Maybe because tomorrow would be a long day and I think I might not only suffer from migraine but menstrual cramps too.

Or maybe because I dont have any friends in school because Im very ngada ngada and I cant make time to go lunch with them or wait for them to finish class and go home together because i simply cannot be bothered because I have other important things to do at home and besides I have a cool sister and mother that I trust and whom I can really hang out with without having to think before I speak because they accept every word I say without bitching behind my back unlike other girls who would pretend to be ok with my words and then go around telling other people how mean I am without actually knowing who I really am.

Or maybe I have projects that i already predicted that im going to get lousy grades which pretty much sucks because i have put in a lot of effort and have been sleeping late in order to get good grades and then make my parents happy and live happily ever after.

Wow. Life sure is getting tougher and more complicated by the days.

Oh well, I hope i will be able to stay strong. God please help me. I need you.
Please give me the strength to work hard - I am working hard for myself, my family and most importantly, YOU. Maybe you have other plans for me which I have not even thought of but I will still strive hard to be as far as I can. Because I can only plan. Everything is in your hands and I strongly believe in you. I love you loads and loads.

15.

2005-12-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

Can I be fifteen again?
When it all don’t matter
When my smile was sweeter
And my life was brighter

Can I be fifteen again?
When our hearts were gentler
When you were always nearer
The days of the two lovers

Can I be fifteen again?
When you and I were together
When my heart beat faster
Holding hands forever

Can I be fifteen again?
When it was first of September
When you promised you’d never
Break your promises – remember?

15 and always will be.

Thousand Miles.

2005-12-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Jeng Jeng Jeng.

I think I was a little stressed a few hours ago.

(I thought the yellow effect would make the picture look "old" but heck, it turns out ugly.)

They read all the books but they cant find the answers - John Mayer.

Even Captain Berry Berry wanted to help. How sweet.. :)

BUT NOW...IM OVERJOYED!
Melvinder told ME what the documents are. :D

Yeba yeba!! Can jump on the bed and forget about it. :D

So I do not have to worry about a thing because its qute easy to request for the documents when we know waat we want and how the documents will help us solve the problem.

SEE? Can senyum-senyum take picture some more. :)

SHHH.OKAY! Enough of schoolwork. Im having a backache already!

Lets eat my favourite candy - LOT 100!

Since no one reads my blog now, maybe expect Abang E and maybe somebody else, I just would like to say that Abang E is boncet! Ok thats all.

Today was fun. Mama pronounced the word crispy wrongly and we all made fun of her especially KAKAK. Shes so EVIL! Shes Cruella Deville! For being so evil, let me show you an ugly picture of her.

Mouth full of Nasi Goreng America still want to take picture!

Anyway, Umar loves to read this Sesame Street Book. One picture really captures my attention.

Dont you think that looks like Firdaus and Umar- the sesame street version?

Well, I told you so! These two are my favourite boys! :D

Abang E bought for Umar an early birthday gift! A drum set! But Umar seems to be more interested in the stool that comes with the drums. :S

Hit the drums lah boy! Not the kerusi.

Tarakucha - Tarakucha-cha!

Mini S Jibeng.

Ok BYE!

Moon and Stars.

2005-12-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

Ahh bestnye. Takde orang kepo boleh baca. :P

School was a waste of time because I didnt learn anything besides learning that PBL means PROBLEM BANYAK LAGI! The problem is not really based on the case study directly. You have to find clues to get the documents from the PC, which will help you solve the problem. My group has only achieved to obtain one pathetic document. She said there are two other doucuments. Are you sure you dont have questions to ask?

AND the most heart retak-ing part, hair tarik-ing part was that we have only one week left. I have always thought we could finish even BEFORE the deadline. How very silly of me.

So I need to help Azad because he seems to be struggling with his. His part might require other documents, I suspect. For my actual part, writing a job description and job specifications might not have any documents. Well, Maybe. If we want to look into the old ones. Oh ****. Sekali its my part eh? Oopsy Daisy.

I better call Mr Nah tomorrow if its really necessary. If it is, I better get the relevant documents immediately!

Oh my. Pressure mounting on my chest. I hate this. And to write in the application letter, I am willing to work under pressure, is such a stupid lie.:S

I better read the Case Study a thousand times later and check if I need those documents. Alritey, Good luck my friends.

Stay strong and positive, dont give up!

Reach for the moon, even if you fall, you'll fall among the stars. :D

:D

2005-12-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

YIPPEEE.

INTAN + MAMA + ABAH + ABANG E + ABANG NAZ + FIRDAUS + ODIP

went out to makan at FOOD CULTURE! Favourite lah! Actually Abang Naz and Abang E wanted to belanja us makan at Seoul Garden but some people were just craving for the Western Food's cheese fries and chicken cutlet. :)

It was splendid! I had a wonderful time!

Met ANA and family on the bus! My lovely cousin! I have no idea why she likes to make funny faces all the time. :S

Anyway, the food was great. Alhamdulillah. And yes, KFC's cheese fries is nothing compared to this.
:)

After all the fun, joy and laughter, the boys hit the field for a soccer match leaving my parents, Firdaus and I at home. :(

Firdaus has some important tests to revise while I have to finish up my HR work which I will resume later, only after blogging.

OH! I tried to find out the difference between Job Specs & Person Specs. It was really tiring. I nearly gave up until somebody suggested I should just go to VBUS.

AND YEAY!!Last Sem's Mindmap really helps lah. :)

So if any of guys are having problems with HR, try searching it on VBUS.

OKIEDOCKS.

Good luck everyone with your projects and assignments.
Dont worry, be happy.

:D

Semoga Sejahteralah Hidup Bersama.

2005-12-04T10:41:00.000+08:00

Morning. :)

I dont know why the song "Bernafas Dalam Lumpur" is stucked in my head. Kept singing that Wing's song without realizing it. Awie's voice is just...ahhhh. :)

All the girls I know find him very charming. My mum, my aunties, my sister and even me! He is so cool! Not hot, not handsome, but just really cool, charming, sweet and humourous! Even Erra and Ziana fell for him. Awww..

Mahu apa lagi
Akan aku korbankan
Selagi ada hayatku di kandung badan
Oh terima kasih
Kerana balasan
Semoga sejahteralah hidup semua
Oh kawan

OH!! PETER CROUCH FINALLY SCORED! Not one, but TWO!! against Wigan Athletics!
They said it was Pollitt's own goal BUT I still believe it's Crouch's efforts that contributed to the first goal! And... the second one came shortly before half time. :D

Oh yippee. :)

Luis Garcia sucked his thumb at the 70th min. Wonderful.
3-0 for Liverpool? That's six consecutive wins! WOOHOO!!

Odip gave us a joke the other day:

Odip: "David James is a vampire! WHY? Because he is afraid of crosses!"

Me: HAHAHAHA!

Firdaus: Eh? Dia takut crosses? *shocked* - (he thought we were talking about the real Christianity Crosses.)

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAH!

Selfish?

2005-12-03T11:24:00.000+08:00

:(

Im sorry members of 5th Avenue for making you guys WAIT.
Especially darling Corrine!

This is how the story goes:

My Comm Skills tutor, Mrs D'Cruz has asked me to edit some parts of my resume and application letter. The deadline was Friday, 1 p.m. It was already 11.30 a.m on Friday that she requested that I should make the necessary changes. So that means I have got to rush to the computer lab and finish it up!

BUT BUT BUT

I know Im very nagda-ngada and I apologize. My brain just cannot function properly in the computer lab. Many times I tried to explain to Han but still, nobody can really understand why the Business Computer Lab has the power to make my brain stop working.

So I did the most ridiculous, brainless, STUPID thing ever. I went home to do the editing! So Poor Miss Corrine Ng had to wait for my email, print it out for me and submit it to Mrs D'Cruz.
I have never felt so guilty in my whole life. Dont know why Im so...selfish!

:(

Sorry everyone.

I better get Corrine something as a Big Thank You gift. :)

Anyway, after all the KECOHNESS, off I went to St Patrick's School to meet Kakak who was struggling to do her work because of SEIF UMAR . Alamak Kakak, why you brought your nakal son to school?! And she actually called me to babysit Umar. I said OKAY! :) because I love my nephew very very much no matter how irritating he can be!

Kakak's team of IT boys are working on a video-making competition. Hope you guys win! :)

When all was done, filled our tummies with FINE FOOD at Di Tanjong Katong Restaurant. Went home to take our lovely energy-replenishing afternnon naps afterwards. :) Han and Nurul should know very well why I need my afternoon nap! Haha.

Firdaus came over and the four of us........well, we went shopping - AGAIN. But this time it was the John Little's Warehouse Sale at Expo just to get a nice gift for Yasmin.

So Happy Birthday Yasmin. May all your wishes and dreams come true. :)

Hugs, everyone.

2005-12-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

Today's outing to BUGIS was fun. :)

What else can Kakak, Odip, Umar and Firdaus do at Bugis? Shopping lah! Bought a very pretty top from the cheap-lak shop for about 16 dollars. :) Double or even triple the cost if you get if at some retail outlet at Tampines Mall. So Im quite happy. :) Umar is so cheeky and vainla! He really likes to shop too! This 11 month old baby likes to try on caps and shades and admire the reflection in the mirror. SO cute!

But today, Im not really happy about some things. Sometimes I wonder why some people are born with disabilities.

I know of someone who is disabled and couldnt find a job because of his disabilities even though he fits the job description. The fact that I could not help him pisses me off bad. Then I realised that the only thing I can do is just pray so that God protects him and showers him with lots of rezeki, love and happiness all his life, (di dunia and the akhirat). :)

Ok thats all.

I love you, Allah.
I love you, Mama.
I love you, Abah.
I love you, Kakak.
I love you, Brothers.
I love you, Chiko.
I love you, Firdaus.

:) Muaks Muaks Muaks. :)

Very thankful, grateful, *yeba-yeba* that I have my loving family with me. They really make me whole! :D

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Our Presentations.

2005-11-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

Umar kept on disturbing me when I was doing some very important school assignments. Its actually annoying but I couldnt resist myself from picking him up and make him syiok sendiri hentak hentak the keyboard and lift the optical mouse just to see the red light underneath.

:) Cute kan??!

Anyway, I was doing a little touch-up for my presentation for Corp Comm when I received a phonecall from Mama:

Oi. Kawan Intan, Hannah telepon. Dia cakap class start pukul 10.30 nari!

Oh dear, I hurried, packed my stuff and ALMOST ran to school with my formal attire and my macik-makcik heels. God, help me please.

Anyway, Khai managed to add in a little humour in her presentation and she really stood out from the rest. Most of my classmates presented boring words from the boring colourless transparencies.

Han was smooth. She prepared her cards well and I think her transparencies were good because she categorised the information nicely and put in neat point forms, the way Mrs Meenachi likes it!

Azad was so confident and I hate him for that! ;0 That guy actually presented without any cards or slides! He just stood there confidently and was able to put his ideas nicely, looking at his audience with so much...confidence and enthusiasm! Wow!

Nurul was a bit shaky at first but improved quite a lot when she explained with examples!

Everybody did great! I am so happy for each and everyone of you!

I think my presentation for today was not that marvellouslah. I think I went choo-choo-ing like a train when I presented. It must be a bore because half the class looked half dead. :S Anyway, the worst part was I uttered nonsense when the tutor asked me about somee philanthropy issue but Alhamdulillah, she said I got the right answer to her question. :)

Today was actually one of the longest day in school this semester! I had to go without afternoon nap and that caused me to suffer a little bit of migraine in class. :( BUT overall, today was fun fun fun!

OH!! And my group will be working with Kelly Services to design two collaterals for them! Wonderful! I am very much looking forward to this. :)

No chains to unlock.

2005-11-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

I just heard a new song on the radio that goes:

Dont you wish you're girlfriend was hot like me?

Eww. Who would ever say that? Thats not a very nice thing to say to anyone. :(

And it would definitely turn any boy off.

Anyway, I have a perfect song to reply to that bad, bad song!

No chains to unlock

So free to do what he wants

He's into what he's got

And thats ME!

He loves me, he loves you not!

HAHA.

Ok. I gotta resume my work!

Ok bye.

YippeeyYayo Kaliwawawa!

2005-11-29T13:27:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum kepada semua!

No, this blog is not dead yet! :)

Thanks to some very nice persons out there who have persuaded me to just continue blogging since it has become one of my favourite hobbies besides eating, sleeping, projecting and mugging!

YippeeYayo Kaliwawawa! :D

I dont think it will contain A LOT of personal information about my life especially things, people, happenings that annoy or irritate me in one way or another (which somehow sucks) but thats ok, Ill just write my happy thoughts. :)

Oh! But there are some sad stuff to talk about! Singapore's out! Too bad lah. Young Lion really sucks. (oops sorry.) Seriously, why rely on lousy foreign "talents"? But thats ok! I will always support the Singapore team (with real Singaporeans playing the field). Just have to work a little harder and dont give up!

By the way, Abang E have finally bought for me all the necessary peripherals to connect my computer to the internet. Thank you!!! And Abang E is also buying me a new handphone! YippeeYayo Kaliwawawa! Its the new Motorola V3 Razr PINK (latest edition!) I am so excited. I have never been so materialistic in my life but the handphone really captures my attention. Will get it in a few days' time but I cant stop myself from grinning since yesterday! I even managed to kepo-kepo with Azad, Nurul and Han about the phone!! Nyahaha.

Can somebody please sing with me the Elmo's World!!!

I know Umar would!

Tomorrow I will have to do a presentation for Corp Comm Tools and Functions. :)
Not that I look forward to it, but it has been a long time since I did any presentations and I think I have prepared quite abit for it. Im happy. Alhamdulillah.

Actually, I cannot afford to blog because my schedule is pretty tight. Projects are consuming most of my time but I am actually enjoying the workload! Amazing! Thank you God for providing me the energy and enthusiasm to complete my school tasks. I love you!!!